Why do I bother opening myself up to people, when it's clear no one gives a shit? I get rejected time and time again, and I try my best to keep fighting. Foolishly thinking "it will all get better". But now, I've lost that fight. I can't take all this rejection. From my everyday life, to dating sites, to social media sites. Everyone rejects me.

Sometimes I wonder, "Why did God create such a worthless sack of shit like me?" But then I think "There is no God, a God would never allow me to just wallow on this planet without any skills or purpose" Only reality could do that me. I don't get it.

 Why is it that when you message someone "Hi" they see it and ignore it? Pretty much just saying Fuck off. My situation is so awful. I can't take it. I have no life outside the internet, but the internet is the very thing that rejects me day after day. What am I supposed to do? If I stay off the internet, I grow incredibly bored. No one to hang out with. No one to talk with. I would just lay in bed for the rest of my life. But if I use the internet, I get to feel rejected 10 times a day. I'm fucked no matter what I do.

 And what's worse is I have no one to talk to. People message me on different sites, asking me for help or advice. And while I may not care that much or have the answer you're looking for. I put together something thoughtful. Something that may help. Where is that when I need it? Nowhere. Most people don't care other peoples problems. They wouldn't give you the time of day. But I do. I answer thoughtfully. But when it's me that needs help, people just say go away with your problems.

So look, if you read this blog and you think you're going to be compassionate enough to send me a message or comment, just please promise me that you're answering this with the intention to talk. I don't want someone saying "You can talk to me about your problems." Because that doesn't give me shit.

 But like the title of this whole thing says, What's the point? Nobody will read this, or care enough to respond. And by the time someone might actually care, this blog will be pushed so far done the line, no one will even go looking for it. Just like my last blog. Is there a point to all this? Is there someone out there, who actually genuinely cares? I doubt it, but I'd liek to be proven wrong.