When Lara and I first met, I knew she had a naughty streak which was something I wanted in my relationship. We agreed from the get go that monogamy wasn't for us. We did some playing with others from the get go 13 years ago, but it was sporadic. Mostly it was her and other men as she gets very jealous of me with someone else.

Recently, as I've learned more about cuckoldry and as we talked about it, we have become more and more active. It had been a while, as in a few years, since she had another mans dick in her and since my dick is little and doesn't work very well, she really needed a good dicking. Now it appears that she's addicted to fucking around and that is no exageration.

A few months ago, we hooked up with a guy from Craigslist and he gave her the fucking of her life. He was pretty well hung and maintained his erection for hours. He fucked her long and hard at least three times while I watched. She was so sore she could hardly walk for the next couple of days. She decided that he wasn't someone she wanted to continue to fuck so she started placing ads on Craigslist and weeding through the hundred of responses to find the right lovers. I knew ofter that she would be completely obsessed with strange cock and she is.

A month or so ago, we met a guy and I got a few pics while he fucked her, some of which I've posted here. Since then she has met with him alone and fucked him again. He's not extremely well hung and not the best lover but he lives close by and she can run over for a quick piece of ass pretty easily and it does get good and hard, which is more than I can say.

Since that time she has gotten totally immersed in being a slut wife. She is on several hookup sites and is constantly cultivating guys to fuck. We have discovered our local sex club here in Portland, Club Sesso and she had really taken to the place. Last weekend she arranged to meet a guy there and fucked him twice, once in a private room and once in the couples orgy room. I didn't get to watch either time.

The hottest part of the night for me was when she and he were sitting at the bar and I was on a sofa across the room watching. They started to make out and she climbed up on his lap while he ran his hands all over her. I watched her reach down and fondle his hard cock through his pants, which really turns her on. Then she unzipped his pants and pulled his cock and out started sucking him. Lara happens to be the best cocksucker on the planet and he was in heaven. She told me I could watch the second time but he grabbed her and pulled her into the couples room, where I was not allowed, and fucked her again. I still can't believe how excited she was. She texted her best friend and told her that she just got fucked and it was amazing. She loved fucking this guy and they are going to be regular lovers now. I don't blame her, he sure was better hung than me and he's apparently;y a pretty good cocksman.

Over the last year or two, I have been getting more and more interested in cuckoldry but I didn't think I'd want to go much past just watching her fuck other men sometimes but I'm finding that the further into it I get, the more I want to be fully cucked. As it is now, she fucks anyone she wants, with or without me there. I thought I wouldn't like her meeting men alone but it is a total turn on. I wait at home in my panties and hosiery until she brings her used pussy home for me to play with.

I have been playing with dressing up in panties and other woman’s undergarments and I think I like the sissificaton aspect of cuckoldry, as well some of the bi parts. Lara doesn't particularly care for either aspect, and is also uncomfortable humiliating me like I want to be, but she is trying. I told her that if she gets to fuck around, I need to get what I want from it and she understands that. Mostly she just wants to fuck other men and really doesn't care much about all the rest of it.

She is so into the sex club Sesso now that she is going again on Wednesday, can't even wait for the weekend. She said I can come but she's going with or without me. She has been flirting with a black guy there and is hoping he's there on Wednesday because she wants to fuck him for her first BBC. I have a hunch she'll turn into a total whore for black men once she's had a good fucking from a BBC. It scares me and thrills me at the same time.

Back to the careful what you wish for part, as I said, I was fascinated with cuckoldry but not sure I wanted to go all the way with it. It's too late for that now. I am a cuckold. My wife fucks other men and won't stop. She told me that it's too late to change my mind, that she won't stop fucking other men and that she could not be true to me if she tried. I'm okay with that, more that I thought I'd be and, in fact it turns me on to hear it. When I watch her get fucked, the best part is seeing how much she likes it. Seeing her spread her legs for another man is pretty hot too.

I would love to hear from other cucks and sissies. Not everyone can understand this life, I don't even understand it fully, so it would be great to talk with others. All I know is that I'm a cuck now and there's no turning back.

Rudy and Lara

(not our real names)