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I guess it's almost official - my true story
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I really don't know how to start this one, since it's all true...so bear with me.
If this were fantasy, it would be sooo much easier to write, since I could just lie...
It was only few years ago, when I couldn't even watch interracial porn and seeing white woman with a black man made me angry.
But somehow my views on interracial relationships and porn shifted upside down, in relatively short time.
First I could watch IR-porn only when I was drunk. Then I started to watch it even when sober - but I was kinda secretive, I didn't wanna anyone to know I watched IR-porn.
Slowly, I started to watch IR-cuckold porn, still preferring white-on-white action in that genre. But slowly I noticed how I got more turned on from black men fucking white women, than from white men fucking white/asian/arabic/latina/black women.
Then I started to write erotic fiction. Much cheating and incest-related stuff, but not much IR at that point.
Only after my ex-gf confessed that she wanted to try black guy, I started to write stories about white wifes and girlfriends who cheated their white men with black men. I usually watched IR-cuckold porn while writing, to get more ideas.
Before I knew it, I was hooked on IR-porn and all my erotic novels and short stories were about interracial sex, mostly white women cheating white men with black men.
That stage lasted over a year and I watched and wrote so much IR-porn that I could see it in my sleep. I couldn't get off easily from anything else, stories, pictures and movies had to be about interracial sex and preferably about cheating or cuckolding.
One very drunken night I ended up watching interracial gay-porn. Well, I didn't get horny at that point, but after few drunken nights, watching gay interracial porn, my stories started to be more...humiliating toward white men. Slowly turning white guys in my stories to cum-sucking, limp-dicked losers and in the end I started to write stories about sissyfication/gender changes of white men, who then became sluts for black men.
That combined with my pregnancy-fetish, made sure that before I even knew it, I was writing and dreaming of black supremacy, black men taking and breeding all the white women and making all the other races extinct.
Stories I wrote and porn I watched turned more hardcore day by day, and eventually, I started to watch Interracial shemale-porn when sober. It didn't take long before I admitted to myself that I loved to watch black man's / shemale's cock in white man's ass and I surrendered to my perversions.
Only few weeks ago, I started to watch hardcore interracial gayporn. Black bulls fucking white boys as hard as they could and more black men there were per white boy, the better.
Now, on Monday, I gathered all my courage and went outside, to local reggae-club. My only intention was just to check out the guys, to get inspiration for my writings. But, it all went "wrong".
I met handsome, well build black guy on his early 30's, we talk, had some drinks and went to nightclub together. You know, "to hit on chicks". But we didn't even notice women, we had too much fun talking and drinking.
Then, well, we had to go to toilet at the same time...and well, I must admit I felt already small beside him. He's about 190cm tall, I'm 180. I'm muscular, but he is more so...and now he took that black mamba out of his pants and all I could do, was to stare at it. It was only semi-hard, but still longer than my 15-cm white pecker - which was very soft at first, but started to grow when I stared that black cock.
He noticed it and smiled, I lost my voice, but luckily he suggested that we could go to "somewhere else."
I suggested that we could go to my place, since I have a sauna and it's nice place to relax.
Well, we went to my place, not talking very much, since I was embarrassed and he was cold - Finland is sometimes very cold place.
At my apartment I put my electric-sauna on and while waiting it to heat up, we drank some more.
We still didn't speak much, mostly because we were too busy lifting weight naked (it's Finnish custom to naked in to the sauna). But I must admit, I was constantly in danger of getting hard-on, when watching my new pals abs and big, semi-hard, black cock.
Eventually we went to sauna. I got up first and after a short shower, he followed.
I couldn't keep my eyes off of his semi-hard cock and he noticed it easily. He also noticed my average-sized penis, which was trying to stand up under my crossed legs. He laughed at me and told me to relax, taking his own black cock in his hand and jerking it few times, so it was hard.
I guess I was staring too lustfully, since he took my hand and placed it on his cock. My mind screamed "nooo!" but my hand still started to jerk him off. I could tell it was over 20cm long and perhaps 4cm thick. Soon I was so horny that I got on my knees, bend over his lap and started to play with his balls while jerking him off - like a good little bitch...
He obviously wanted more, since he pushed my head down to his cock, which I was more than happy to take in my mouth.
I have no idea how long I sucked and jerked his black cock, but I do remember that my own cock hurt because I was so horny. I was rock hard and there was small river of pre-cum dripping from the tip of my cock.
I woke from my lust-dream only when he started cum in my mouth. I have had sperm in my mouth only once, and it was mean trick from my ex, but this tasted very different. Much..stronger. I have always hated smell (and taste) of sperm, but now I drank all of it. Lustfully enjoying from every drop.
After that we went to shower, where I got on my knees and sucked him off again. But he didn't even offer to do the same for me - I guess I was the submissive one from the start.
Instead, after we got out of the shower, he guided me to my bed and asked if I had any lube. I took lube from nightstands bottom drawer and gave it to him.
He then pushed me on my bed, on my stomach and followed me with lubetube in his hand. Then he spread my ass cheeks, lubed my hole and his own cock and positioned himself behind/over me.
I'm pretty sure I have never screamed that much. It wasn't so much the pain, than it was the lust.
Fuck, it was hot to let this stronger, taller, more well endowed black guy to fuck me. I had to spread my legs wide, so that it wouldn't hurt so much, but when I did that, he was able to get balls-deep.
The feeling when you feel "better male's" balls covering your own, while his larger-than-yours-penis is inside you...is..well, it's hottest thing ever. It only got better when he got on the top of me, covering me with his body and just took me.
The guys endurance was like in all those myth about black men. I had given him an blowjob in sauna and in shower, but he was still hard as rock and fucked me FIVE times that night. I didn't get an blowjob from him or get to fuck him, but he used me - adult, muscular, fairly confident white male - like I was one of his white bitches.
In the morning, my ass was sore and full of black spunk. I came three times while he fucked me, without me even touching my penis.
We took morning shower together, where I gave him one more blowjob and after that he left.
Now I'm sitting here, alone, my ass sore and black mans cum tasting in my mouth. My ass seems to be filled with cum, since it's constantly dripping out....and that has made me so horny that I've been masturbating for whole day.
Tomorrow it's Thursday and he's coming to visit me. I don't even expect him to blow me or let me fuck him, but it's alright. I liked being his "bitch"...
Sooo, I'm almost officially Bi-sexual...well, at least I have more to choose from...
5 years ago I would have killed myself, If I would have heard myself saying anything like that.
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Posted on : Jan 17, 2013
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Commented on Feb 12, 2013
Wow - Amazing story! Keep 'up' the good work! Many thanks!
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Commented on Jan 19, 2013
thats the way to put your ass on th eline for the cause! right where we belong
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