Hi all,

Just a little bit of an intro - I'm here to indulge my sex fantasies and look at porn. I'm not here to do tributes or anything like that, but I enjoy leaving horny comments for people who like them. I don't have a porn collection, like it says on my profile blurb, but I have gone over escort sites looking at ads and thinking of which of the girls I would most like to fuck, giving them ratings out of 10, or out of 100, having fun wanking over them.

In reality I am incredibly shy. No wonder, I had a dreadful time, being mocked at school by the other boys because of the huge lump in my pants, and those inevitable embarrassing incidents where it fell out, or even worse, got erect in front of a teacher! Oh well, that's all in the past.

Nowadays I'm still living at home and I can only do this secretly on my laptop. We have a very strict household. I describe myself as "black" in my "Virgin Cock" gallery, but I'm not really black, it just seemed the closest category. I don't class myself as asian, because the family is more sort of north african than asian. Not that I really care!

Anyway, my sister lives with us still, though she's quite a bit older than me. There was a bit of family bother before because of porn, and you can imagine what it was like. My sister had a fap account and the parents discovered it. Wow, was that an argument!!! Everything settled down after a while but obviously it's strictly forbidden. She hadn't posted any dirty pictures of herself, just a modest picture, inviting dirty comments though, which she really got shouted at about.

The thing is, I know, 100 percent for sure, just like me she's a virgin, and I really really fancy her! I always have done. I just adore her body. Years ago I started spying on her and I still do. I spy on her in the shower and in the bathroom washing herself. I fucking love it, it gets me incredibly hard. How did it happen? How can I do it so regularly? I've got an attic room and I set it up so I could look into the bathroom easily, so I can watch her sitting on the toilet, I can watch her washing herself at the basin, I can get a completely clear view of her in the shower and I get to watch her dressing and undressing.

What I most enjoy is sitting watching it all unfold in front of my eyes, with the leg of one of her pairs of pantyhose pulled down over my cock and lubricated, the other leg tied around my balls and waist, while I put on her panties as a special kind of sex hat, looking out through the leg holes and with the gusset right in front of me, breathing in the smell, licking the gusset, making it wet so the dried juice is reconstituted, sucking, eating it all down, all the while wanking and wanking and wanking as I watch her, thinking how desperately I want to fuck her.

I don't think realistically I am going to get to fuck my sister, but the fantasy gets me seriously turned on. I think it's much more likely I am going to try to lose my virginity with a prostitute. I can't see how else it can happen, I hate the social awkwardness of social introductions and all the family intervention if it's a boyfriend-girlfriend thing, I just want to go somewhere, find a woman I find attractive enough, tell her what I want and know I am going to get it! I really can't imagine anything better.

So wish me luck, I'm vaguely thinking of using my money for a sex holiday, anyone who's got experience of it is welcome to comment. As far as I understand it the far east is dangerous, so I was thinking Dubai, where it's apparently very safe. They have a lot of asian prostitutes there and I like that. I would like to lose my virginity to an asian beauty!

Cheers,

Lucien