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Starting my blog just before the end of the world ;)
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Hi All,
I've never been very good at keeping a blog because I'm completely unsure as to what I should write here, but I can try to make it work this time.
I guess this will just be an introduction to me ;)
I am a DL who is also into forced feminisation which makes me a sissy baby. I really like the idea of being forced into being made to wet myself and mess myself when in nappies and to be left in them until I earn a change. I find that most of my sexual pleasure comes from pleasing others and/or feeling as though I have earned release. As a result, a lot of the images I look up on here are to do with that, but I also have other side interests, which I have never actively participated in, but I imagine I would not be against trying at least once spanning as far as petplay, watersports, scatplay, being pimped out, and bondage.
On top of all this, I am currently speaking to a Daddy online who is dominating me from the net until we can meet in mid January. I am not allowed to cum without his express permission and I only receive permission after I have earned it. I have already been living by this rule for a short while and I'm beginning to get very horny almost all the time. I did break it once when I had sex with a girl about 2 weeks after the rule started. This means that I am to be punished when I do see him and that any way of earning an orgasm when not in his presence e.g. via webcam or photographs has been lost until I fulfil my punishments. This means I will have to go through an extra month of, what is essentially, self-imposed chastity.
Being left in a constant state of horniness has caused me to do something most would feel is silly. Instead of doing the obvious and finding something else to do with my time to preoccupy me, I am constantly looking at pictures, browsing this site and others whilst edging myself, but never cumming. I'm sure Daddy isn't even aware of how much I want to meet with him and just be used as his sissy baby sex toy, but if he did, I'm sure he'd be smiling and happy knowing how much I'm yearning for a release that will not come for another month. I am actually so horny that all I can think about is trying to find someone and have them use and abuse my mouth and sissy arse all without letting me cum. Whilst the sexual tension that is building up in me is slightly frustrating, it is also making me very happy, knowing that I can feel good just thinking about pleasing others and serving the purpose of a true sissy - to be used for others' pleasure only.
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Posted on : Dec 20, 2012
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