Part 2 is actually pretty boring and normal, I turned 16, bought a car and discovered GIRLs! Lord I remember the first day I felt Ann M's tit like it was yesterday, what a thrill. Crossdressing was pretty much the furthest thing from my mind as I discovered the amazing pleasures that teenage girls can provide. Those providing heavy necking and petting included Ann M (my first love), Jean S, Pattie P, Kay G. (the first giirl I actually fucked, who eventually became my wife), Judy C who fucked like a bunny, another half dozen nice pieces during college, including a townie who turned out to be 15! WOW - that was close! 

 The only time I came even close to crossdressing between 16 and 21 was one night in a motel when I convinced a pretty redhead to dress me in her bra and panties and pretend she was raping me.

So I graduated from  college, came home and married my high school sweetheart and we moved across the country. The wedding  night was  an adventure as as we fucked five time in about three hours - oh to have that stamina again. As we settled into married life we had a wonderful time exploring each others bodies and trying new things. I got a Polaroid camera (remember those) and she did a lot of posing for me and we got into a bit of bondage. She never wanted to admit that she liked it, but man, she would go off like a rocket after one of our bondage sessions. She was a great bondage model and I still have a few of her pictures. During this time I started working on her to allow me to do some crossdressing. 

 As the crossdressing progressed I was very confused, I felt embarrassed and would get upset if she laughed at me. I know now that I actually crave that embarrassment and humiliation, but I did not understand then. She did not understand either and was afraid I was a homosexual, but I had zero tendancies in that direction back then. 

Eventually we settled into an accomodation where I would dress on my own whenshe was out of the house and ashe would very occarionally participate in a day long, or even weekend long orgy of crossdressing and DOM/sub play acting.  

 I'll get into some of that in my next post. Hope you are enjoying my cathartic ramblings. Let me know with a comment or an e-mail. kellt.obrian @ hotmail.com