Okay, thought I'd give this blog a whirl.

So, I got laid last night. It was not good... lol... I've only been with four guys in my life. Two were boyfriends, a third was someone I really wanted to be a boyfriend and we were close friends and together for a long time. Last night was my first why-the-fuck-not-he's-here kind of thing. He's 20 (two years younger than me), I was drunk, he was not terrible looking. We were at a party at a frat house -- I've avoided those for years, but like I said, last night was one of those what-the-fuck kind of nights. We ended up in a room alone, he brushed up against me, I pulled him close and groped my hands down -- even as we kissed for the first time. This about as whorish as I've ever been and I blame you guys who have been chatting with me.

 He felt big enough. I guess he was. But he was not skilled. 20-year old white engineering majors from Delaware are not skilled love makers. I'm still sore and not in a good way. I let him nut on my face because I thought it would get him to leave sooner, but it took him 15 minutes to cum once I got on my knees. And he got it up my nose. Fucker!

Worst part -- I scurried off to the shower and when I came back, he was still there. He slept over. He's taking me out to dinner tonight. Ugh.

One kind of sexy thing he did -- kept asking me if I had ever been with a black guy!! ummmm... no... weird question... but one I kind of liked thinking about. Maybe if I get roped into doing it with him again, Ill tell him I have... see what he does.

Somebody rescue me from college -- these boys are getting fun anymore!