Just a quick story, now that I think of it.

 Until recently, I've been playing with some pretty large toys. Dildos, plugs, and such. Researching their diameter, texture, flexibility, and so on, on bigsextoystore.com. I've stopped since last year, and, occasionally, been using kegel exercises so I can tighten up for my girlfriend's cock. She loves the feeling when she fucks me, and, not to brag, but, I've fit some pretty majestic things inside me, so I've got some tightening to do. The main motivation for this decision was my girlfriend telling me she wouldn't cum until I visited again, so she could save her cum for me.

I thought, "Uh... You... don't have to do that. I cum six times a day, sometimes. I appreciate the gesture! But, you don't have to do that for me. You cum all you want." 

 But, she's apparently not as rabidly horny as I am, and/or, is a much more restrained person than I.

Anyway, the point of the blog entry:  

I had an interesting experience one morning. I'm a heavy drinker, and, unfortunately, an insomniac. So, I was sobering up one morning, watching porn, and hoping I could sleep. I thought,

"Well, try cumming." So, I did. I tried. But, either from exhaustion, or the drink, or whatever, I couldn't cum. But, I was bound and determined to cum. So, I opened one of my favorite videos of a Brazilian shemale getting pounded by a huge dick, and, still, I couldn't cum. My eyes were burning, I felt weak, and one of my favorite videos didn't even do it for me. 

And, yet,  I was determined to cum.

So, I got out one of my plugs, a nice, huge one, about 3.25 inches in diameter, sat on it, and bounced up and down while I watched the same video, jerking furiously.

Now, it's interesting, because I haven't had the same experience since. I still couldn't get hard, I kept bouncing up and down, perhaps out of tenacity or stubbornness, and, yet, couldn't get hard. That's never happened to me before, or since, so it was alarming. I momentarily worried that I had erectile dysfunction at the age of 28. 

And, yet, I felt that familiar feeling rising. And rising. And rising.

I thought, "No way." I wasn't remotely hard, but, I kept on bouncing up and down on that huge plug, wondering what would happen.

And, then, I came. 

Haven't had the same experience yet, but, it was quite the experience. 

Didn't help me get to sleep, because I thought about that for hours.

But, I wasn't expecting that.

My first, and, as of yet, only anal orgasm.

Felt great! I'll try for more.

Yours,

Mike