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I live now in a hostel until i find a proper job. I dont relly have the calm place i used to to jerk off, last week i dont done it for five days and not even tought about it after, but then i red something what turned me on, so i decided why not, i watched some porn on my tablet, and then i went to take a shower, thats the only place i can do anything like this without geting any atention, because in the toilet somebody can hear me and ofcourse there is always somebody. So my dick was small but maybe more massive than it usually does when its flacid, i started stroking it with two fingers, then i changed to all fist later when it growed, slowed down when i almost orgasms, i kept it up as long as i can bear, then i shot a hugh load on the wall in front of me. It was my first one since a while, so it started with some slow dense sperm, then some thick big shot. I dont felt it that good but it was ok, i'm almost out of money so i have to find some shitty job, and find a single room where i can do it as long as i want without interuption or without the fear that somebody accidentaly hear it.
Anyway, since the first i had many jerkoff sessions, usually when im in the shower but once or twice i had tried in the room and i tried to do it as quiet as its posibble, and its harder than i tought, i pulled down my foreskin, and tried to not move it because its the main source of the noise, and then i stroked the base of my dick. I cum in a papertowel, it was again disappointing, but in the room that was the best i can done.
Anyway, if i find a job here i go straight to an escort, i allready done some research, it seems like i can find a white girl for 100 pound and i thinking maybe after the first real sex i will go to a japanese one for 150, because i love the petit body and the way they sounds on videos, hope mine will sounds the same, later i thinking about a black women with huge boobs, and an indian. I considering a nice tgirl as well but im not sure abut that. I would love to try how it feels, and maybe i would like to try to suck a flacid dick if its smaller than mine. And meanwhile i will look for ways to find girls in the city for free, i tried some dating site but those doesnt seems like a proper way, or at least not the ones i found. So i thinking about bars and chubby young gingers.
I feel that this entry doesnt sounds like the real me, so dont missjudge me. If you have any kind of advice, i would love to hear it.
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