I remember very vividly the first time I was caught masturbating as a teenager and the crushing embarrassment and shame.

    It was by a girl called Jackie, my sister Cath’s best friend, who often came into our house without ringing the bell.

    Jackie may have been Cath’s friend but she wasn’t mine. She didn’t like me and didn’t hide it and she had a sharp tongue. I couldn’t think of a worse person to be caught by.

    I was alone at home on a Saturday evening and felt like spending some time nude and wanking. I took my clothes off in my bedroom and played with myself for a bit and then drifted downstairs for a coke.

    Afterwards I went into the living room to watch TV, fondling my penis lightly to keep it hard but not actually jerking, just enjoying the sensations in my prick and being nude outside my bedroom.

    At 8 o’clock, the news came on read by a woman I always thought was really attractive. I’d masturbated while watching her before. She’s shortsighted and sometimes she seemed to be peering out of the screen right at me while I masturbated in front of her.

     I decided to edge myself while watching her until she’d finished reading the news and then cum. I lined the armchair directly in front of the television screen and sat down with my legs spread and a towel under the chair to protect the carpet when I ejaculated.

     I remember I was fondling my balls in my left hand and working my prick vigorously with my right and moaning with pleasure when Jackie appeared at the open door into the room. We both froze. Then I jumped to my feet covering my genitals with both hands and shouting ‘what the fuck…..’ I could have fucking died.

    Jackie didn’t say anything. She just curled her lip and gave me an infuriatingly knowing smile before disappearing.

    I felt absolutely sick and stupid not least because I knew she’d tell people, including my sister, and they’d all be laughing at me behind my back as a wanker who got caught in the act.

    I thought somewhat ruefully that there was a big difference between pretending to be watched by the news reader and actually being caught by that bitch Jackie. I’ve often masturbated in front of women since but not all of the women I’ve known.

    Sometimes you want to share and sometimes you don’t.

    Did Jackie tell ? I’m sure she did but I don’t know. I stayed out of her way for some time after that and sometimes I thought Cath gave me a curious stare but it could have been my imagination.