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Internet forums show that quite a lot of men are
would be exhibitionists who want people to see them nude and what they look
like when they are masturbating.
My hope is that this will eventually become
possible. Although this kind of self-expression in public will remain
unacceptable, there is no reason why there could not be areas set aside –
probably in parks or beaches - where nude men could exhibit themselves freely
to people of either sex who are simply interested or are voyeurs.
One of my own interests as an older
exhibitionist is to be nude in the presence of clothed men or women. It’s
probably a fantasy to imagine that many women would want to watch people like
me masturbating. But I know I like to see other men wanking and I doubt that
I’m alone.
I particularly like the idea of someone of
either sex being seen in the act of masturbation while thinking they are
doing it privately but in fact being watched. When I do have the opportunity to
masturbate in front of someone, I’m always aware of them being there and
although it is very pleasurable, it makes it somewhat artificial.
What is really exciting about doing it without
knowing one is being watched is that the masturbator is totally natural and
uninhibited. He is fully exposed.
I’ve masturbated quite a lot outdoors and in
cars and have probably been seen in the act but I don’t know.
Perhaps a compromise would be a variation of the
kind of peep show booths where women perform behind a glass screen for
spectators.
In my variation the viewer would watch me either
through a video camera or a one way mirror and I wouldn’t know he or she was
there. How delicious it would be to meet that person afterwards and be told
what they saw. Would they shame you by telling everyone your secret ?
Imagine if it were your wife or her mother or
even the couple next door. You would have put yourself a little in their power.
Would they despise you as a pervert or would they be amused ?
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