Today i'm somehow into dicks, not in the gay way but national average size an types and stuffs. I don't have any problem with my erected size but i'm shy about my flaccid size, especially when it's cold outside, anyway i saw a documentry on xhamster here it is:  xhamster.com/movies/736305/small_documentary_on_penis_by_big_penis.html

So i decide to measure my penis correctly and a I'm gladly see that it's 17 cm long on the top from the base to the end, i try not to cheat by measure it on the side, or on the longer curve or something. And the girth is 15,5 cm so that's the top of the average as well. I was allways confused about it because I have a big hand and i felt it's easily fit in it, but last weekend i finally get to bed with a girl, we don't have sex but i finger fucked her and i felt that i only can put one finger into her so i felt my size is gona be ok, and when she grabbed my penis it was like it's huge compare to her small hand. So i'm getting more and more confident about myself, i mean my genital area, but the other part's will get more atention as well and i'm grow to a nice looking very sexual and little bit above average hunged male. I teach myself and practice as many as i can, i will go back to london in a couple of week from now and probably from my first salary i pay for an escort, i don't decide yet if she is going to be caucasian, black or asian but i think for the first time i go with the white one, i'm not shure how much i have to spend on her as well, but i think for 150 pound i can find a nice petit girl for myself.

I wondering if girls like to play with flacid dicks or they prefere it rock hard, it's very difficult to find much porn about this thing, mostly solo what i'm not interested in, but here is a good one. I think i would enjoy when a girl make me from fully flacid to fully erected if i can get over with my shyness.

http://overthumbs.com/galleries/lovely-blonde-babe-blowjobs-flaccid-cock/