Lets see... for my first entry how about I mention a little something about myself.
I am a very submissive straight male and when I really stop to think about it, this fact is the dominant underlying factor in all my different sexual interests. When reading my captions, there is always someone in a dominant position and someone in a submissive position, and it's not to hard to figure out that when I'm writing them I always put myself into the submissive role. If the caption is femdom related, then I put myself in the position of the submissive male. In a maledom related caption I'm the submissive female. Very rarely, if ever, do I ever fantasize about being in the dominant position.
Ever since I was a kid, I fantasized about being a girl. Every chance I got I'd wish to be a girl, whether it was wishing on a star, or blowing out birthday candles, wishing on certain cars passed while on vacation, etc. Someone once told me that if you made a wish when the clock would read straight numbers (like 1:11, or 2:22, etc.) that if you made a wish it would come true, so even then I would wish to be a girl... I can still remember sitting in class at 1:10, holding my breath and staring intensly at the clock so that as soon as the clock struck 1:11 I'd be ready to make my wish. But the thing is that I've never considered myself a "woman traped in a mans body" or anything like that, so the question then arises, why did I wish so fervently to be a girl.
And, in my opinion, the answer to that question is because I'm naturally submissive. My parents never emphasized gender roles when I was very young... and it caused me a lot of strife in elementary school. While my parents didn't emphasize it, Society as a whole does. And if you don't comform to societies gender roles... Anyways, while gender roles were not emphasized, I was raised by two devout christian parents. And one thing the bible does teach is that men are supposed to be the head of a relationship. So, what does that mean for a submissive male type like myself? It seems to imply that i'd either have to change my personality, who I am, or avoid relationships all together. And then I started to think... "If I were a girl, I wouldn't be having this issue." And that thought is what ultimately fueled my interest in "Gender transformation/body swap" captions.
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