Up to 22 years I remained a virgin full (I have not kissed a girl on the mouth and even less sleep or touch a girl.

I was too shy and lonely.

 

Aged 10, masturbation was familiar to me (although I could not ejaculate, I did my dick go from right to left until a certain enjoyment).

 

To 13 years, I discovered ejaculation in 14 years fun to dress up as a girl (I put the clothes my sister or my mother) and it is climbing.

Every Wednesday, I locked myself in the attic to play daughter and I went biking in a skirt on the roads, and finally to 16 I went out to walk around the block house one evening when j 'was alone, skirt, jeans, makeup. I got treated right by people my age, so I lowered my head and I continued my turn. When I returned to my home, my heart was beating hard and I masturbated.

 

To 17 years in high school, I put regular underwear women (one morning before school I went walking this time of day, dressed in a skirt and tights wool in the city), I branlais urinals in my high school (always afraid of getting caught).

At that time, I began to sodomize me (the first time with a small bottle of Perrier), then with a wooden handle of a large screwdriver (I still have). I tasted my cum. I put myself naked in the fields for sunbathing.

 

To 18 years (last year in high school), I shaved pubis in July, I started to hold me to enjoy (as I branlais almost daily, I wanted one week without enjoying, then I increased duration) .

I remember one time I stayed 37 days without enjoying and I jerked in my mouth. It had ruined my enjoyment despite 37 days of abstinence.

On diaries, I noticed my handjobs, my sodomy, the days when I wore pants women, I swallowed my cum (I still have his diaries too).

 

To 19 years at the Faculty of Reims, I lived in a university residence and so I had my own room. I wore almost every day panties or none slip under my jeans.

One day I masturbated during (but not in class practice amp), I jumped the gun, I put a swimsuit to absorb the maximum amount of semen, it was one of my best pleasures.

I bought books in bookstores ass, especially sex stories.

 

At 22, I met a girl (Sandrine) who was a friend of my sister.

 

I took 3 months to 1 month dredging and near I kissed him chastely on the lips (I was 22 ½ years) and then it was real kissing with tongues.

4 months later after some fiddling with her tits and her pussy never see her naked, we decided to sleep together. Another 2 months for it to take the pill and then the big day came at age 23. It was a weekend with my parents, one afternoon, the disaster for me, I thought I was in it but when I ejaculated my cock rubbed against her legs.

She did not say anything because I learned when we separated I was also her first son (she was 2 years younger than me).

 

Result was better with experience. I experienced my first oral sex, I loved it even though it does not swallow, she spit on a corner of the bed.

 

After my army, we moved together in the Paris region, and then we got married.

After 5 years of living together, eaten by the work, we decided to do sports together. We enrolled in a swimming club in the evening.

We are well integrated into the club, especially with a club instructor (Raymond), an athlete 58 years (I was 28 and 26 years).

He became our friend for 3 years we went on holiday together several times (it was separated with his wife).

 

A 31 and a half years, one morning a letter left uncovered by my wife that I read, I learned that I cocufiait.

In the evening I asked him who it was, she would not tell me, then I told him it was Raymond.

She confessed that lasted for 1 year.

I écroulais, I cried.

The next day I wanted to know why.

Raymond said she had dredged and she had given it to remain his friend. The first time they did it in his car, then he came to me especially on Saturdays (since I was working).

Several months after our separation, I told myself that I had plenty of sign that she was cheating on me but I did not see anything or wanted to see: we did love that 1-2 times per time her blowjobs were different, she sucked me much better, it was very often with Raymond (he had to be retired)

 

I asked him to never see Raymond and I forgive him. She refused, she told me she needed a friend.

I also asked if I could give him what brought him Raymond. My downfall came up with this question.

She told me that I was the first man in bed with me was not great that Raymond had brought me pleasure and never (I think she was exaggerating)

 

We separated in February 2000, she agreed to spend the eve of the New Year together and I was able to make love one last time on this occasion.

 

Since I have not touched another woman