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Sexual imprinting, my earliest memory.
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I just ended a video posted by an online acquaintance in their blog (http://www.imagefap.com/blog.php?userid=1260055) called "Sexual Imprinting with Belinda Stott". It got me thinking about my earliest sexual memory which was of my step father copying the landlords porn collection for him. In particular a scene of a woman on her knees sucking a man's large cock at a drive-in theatre before she got bent over the car and anally penetrated. I remember being mesmerized by her apparent enjoyment of the act and the pleasure it brought him. I stood fixated until my stepdad yelled that I would be late for school from somewhere in the kitchen without catching me watching it. I went to school that day thinking over and over of her lips moving along the big cock and watching it disappear into her ass as he reveled in the moment. Nobody noticed my tiny erections off and on through the day. At lunch a popular girl tripped me and everyone started laughing, I was so embarrassed all I could do was kneel there in the floor on my knees watching her laugh until it got broken up by the staff.
Thinking about the drive-in scene now I find it hard to remember the faces of the original actor and actress but my mind seems more than happy to replace them so that I am on my knees before that girl as she appears now. Her cock punishing my mouth and then ass, while I happily oblige her. I still have the erection of that thought as I type this, it's starting to hurt but all I can think about is how I want a real cock inside of me and this small insignificant thing to go away.
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Posted on : Aug 16, 2012
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Commented on Aug 18, 2012
The power of sexual imprinting! Another interesting thing then is whether it affected you in terms of associating to a pre-existing structure of sexual recognition, or whether there was something distressing in itself about the context of the experience that something became sexualized from a totally non-sexual experience, as seems to be the case with the more "unusual" fetishes such as balloon fetishism!
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