Well it's been a while since I blogged about that 4am call. Here is a rundown on what has been happening:

 My wife moved out (for all intents and purposes) for two weeks and lived with Marc. I would get the occasional picture text (I should post those...) of a cummy pussy or her giving me the finger. I tried calling her a bunch but she just sent my calls to ignore. I would send her tons of texts and she'd text me back telling me to stop because thinking about me ruins her mood. I'm fucked that that got me hard and I spent a bunch of time jerking off. She called me at 2 am on a Wednesday when I picked up all I could hear was her fucking. I listened intently and jerked off furiously. Call lasted 45 mins. I came four times. My dick was sore. Only thing she said was, "Loser," just before she hung up.

After two weeks (on a Tuesday) I came home and she was on the couch fucking some guy I had never seen before. It was bareback. The guy freaked and stopped fucking. My wife tol me to strip, go put on panties and come watch. While I was doing that I could hear her telling the guy (named Craig) that I was a loser and I was totally okay with other guys fucking her. He seemed a bit pensive but kept going. I got back out to the living room in a pair of panties (pink satin string bikini) she tols me that I could rub all I wanted but I can't pull my "cocklet" out of the panties. I nodded in agreement. She kept fucking and kissing. He pawed her little tits and she whispered she was about to squirt. That finished the guy he started pumping his cum into her pussy and she squirted all over the couch. While all this is going on I managed to make myself cum in my panties (very frustraiting and erotic orgasm) and my dick and balls were soaked in cum. My wife ordered me to get a towel for Craig. She cleaned him up he got dressed said nothing to me kissed my wife and headed out the door. My wife told me to clean her up so I immediately began licking the squirt and cum  from between her legs. I was hard again. So I rubbed in my sticky panties and came again. And asked my wife what was going on.

She filled me in that she fucked some other guy when Marc wasn't aroud and he wasn't okay with it so he kicked her out. She was bummed out so she picked-up a random guy to fuck. She told me we were going back to the way we were before Marc. He going clubbing bringing guys home. Me sleeping in the spare bedroom. Wearing panties and jerking myself off as the only "sex" I get to have. I am good with that.  

She hasn't settled on a new guy but I think she is still trying to get over Marc so she's been sluttier and meaner than ususal. Frankly, I'm not complaining. I'm fucked in the head I know but it makes me happy and my Wife seems pretty damned happy about it as well.

This last week while she has been out I have "discovered" a new fetish to me. Gooning. Basically you spend extended period of time (3-6 hours for me so far) keeping yourself hard and edging. Then going days without actually cumming. It is an amazing feeling. One night I started around 11pm after my wife left for a local bar. She stumbled in drunk around 4am and I was still at it. She told me to follow her to the bathroom. I did and she tol me to get in the tub. She lifted her short skirt (her panties were missing) and showed me a slightly cummy pussy. She said, "Open wide loser," and pissed on me. She wiped her pussy on my shirt and told me she was going to sleep. I showered and decided gooning was definitely for me. I longest I have gone without cumming was three days of hard gooning. I shoot these epic loads (which I eat at my wife's instruction). It's been great. I should be depressed that my sex life hasdegraded to this but I have to be honest: I'm doing very well at work. I find myself smiling more often. My wife and I are even more close. I know I write about all the sexually degrading things she does but she does love me and I love her. I don't write about that stuff because this is a porn site. Let's hear the sexy stuff. Lucky for me there is a ton of that in my life lately.

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