OK, I gotta update. Jill is getting ready and packing to go to the lake, on a houseboat until Monday. She leave in the morning and I am having what I can only call a cuckolded day.

After she left for work (yes, I know she may eventually read this (won't be anything new to her)) I looked in the bag she started to pack for her trip. I noticed the bathing suits she picked out(ALL skimpy by my perspective, the underwear (thongs and boy shorts), the shorts and the tops (mostly tank tops and t-shirts).

I can't describe the feelings. Ladies and regular men will probably not understand I know. Insecure husbands and cuckolds I am pretty sure will understand. I was heavy hearted,  jealous/heartbroken, shriveled up and making pre-cum at the same time. My heart was racing, feeling panicked, insecure and jealous wanting desperately to eat her pussy all afternoon. Unless your a cuck, I don't expect you to understand.

I called her at work and I guess I was bothering her asking too many questions about the trip and I got her pissed off. So now I expect her to be pissed off at me untill she leaves which I know from experience gives her a free-pass in her mind. I think it is her way of not feeling guilty.

She is going to be on a big houseboat with three married couples, 4 or maybe 5 single guys in their 30's (Jills preference) and 40's (two I have met and do NOT trust with her),  and two of her divorced girlfriends (one of which I KNOW doesn't care for me and would LOVE to see Jill "party" with her. Out on a beautiful houseboat with jet skis and a skiboat for six days and 5 nights. I have heard her conversations with our "friends" and know about the plans and shopping lists for booze and beer and food and music etc. I am so jealous and feeling so left out at the moment. I want to ask her to send me pictures from her phone but I know she isn't into that when she is away without me. I will be left with my imagination and what she chooses to share with me when she calls (which somtimes can be mean) and what she tells me when she comes home next week.

So for a sexy hot wife without hubby I know the odds are good for her to have a great time and I am here having quite an afternoon before she comes home pissed and finishes packing and we go to bed together. She is going to work out (Zoomba) after work so maybe I can at least eat her sweaty cunt before we go to sleep (she usually likes that).

I would pay a LOT of money to be invisible and be able to watch her these next few days (and NIGHTS). A LOT of money.........

Hubby P