Took yesterday to consume all that happened Saturday and what I did, thanks to all who gave me encouragement about my boobs, much appreciated. I now realize that what happened with Judy was well unfortunate meaning maybe I shouldn't have been aggressive as I was and instead of just taking her like I did, if I might have just listened to her, things might have gone better, but she got what she wanted, in the way she apparently wanted it, and paid me for her pleasure, she has been leaving me voice and text messages non stop, I know I have to correct things so at some point today I will talk with her, still trying to except what I did, taking money to have sex with her, hard pill to swallow right now. I did make the time yesterday to call and meet with Beth, officer Jerry's daughter and found out she is no more of a skank then myself. What I mean by that is after getting to know Beth better, she has done some unsavory things also just to graduate, I mentioned Carol to her, she just laughed and said oh you did extra credit too, not giving any details about anything I kind of told Beth she dumped me, ya Em she did me too,Em, Beth said well were both skank's but now we can be skank's together, so we decided to start hanging out together and agreed to meet later in the week to hang out, wonder what she would think if she knew I fucked her dad to clear up my license problems, not going there though she will never know bout that. Judy is becoming very annoying with her constantly calling and text messages, so whether I am ready or not, here it goes answering my cell. I agreed to meet her for lunch today at the same place, going to get ready now, but first daddy needs a quickie, I cut him off yesterday just because of the events that happened the night before, after I will than meet with Judy, not sure what to wear though.

Em