I find myself thinking when she is being used in front of me and reflect on when that was a fantasy. I have always wanted it to be so since the first date. On nights she didn't realize I took photos of her bare ass asleep to share with guys. On times I masterbated to the knowledge of her rape by 2 men years before we met. Her slutty behavior after that encounter. On how when meeting men she use to fuck in public situations and watching how they eyed her up and down how it turned me on. When finally realizing the fantasy come true and having her fuck a younger man in front of me the fantasy was fulfilled. But, as I watch her now, bound to the bed while men fuck her in every way possible I wonder which was best. The fantasy or the reality? When the abnormal becomes routine sex will traditional sex be a fantasy?

NO FUCKING WAY!!!!