Hi again everyone. I chose the above title cause I want everyone to know that I'm working on getting pregnant. If my cycle is on track than it should happen in the next while. Talin is only the second boy I've ever had sex with, the first boy being my ex mentioned in the previous blog. I've decided to become pregnant for a number of reasons but mainly it's because I'm financially well off right now and I really crave it. 

I think about it everyday and I can't fight it any more. The pleasure I'm feeling from when Talin is inside me is just overwhelming and my natrual urge to make a baby with him is just as strong. It's something I hope to describe better in another blog, I know a bunch of you have asked me to describe my first time with Talin and I promise I'll explain it later.

I've come to realize that this is what I really want in my life. Seeing Kristen give birth is the single most significant memory I have right now and I despartely want to experiance that first hand. I'm happy I'm in a more tolerant world than the past and that I can have a baby from a black guy. I want every girl that reads this to know it's alright to do this. I want girls that see me in public to see that Talin made me pregnant and think about it long afterwards. It really is something else to have sex with a black male and feel his body moving around inside your most sensitive area. I adore seeing a young black guy's butt pump up and down as he scrapes the insides of a girl with his length over and over. A space only he's allowed in.

I'm tired of girls thinking too much about this. If it turns you on than do what I did, go out there and find a beautiful black guy. I'm really serious here, if you get the chance I promise that once you're comfortable with him and the time is right, when he's completely inside you all doubt and fears will go away.

So to end this entry I am seriously trying to become pregnant with an interracial child and I beg any girl that reads this and who has even thought a tiny, tiny about having sex with a black guy to go ahead and make it a reality.