After I graduated 2 weeks later my mom and daddy had a small graduation party for me, the few girl friends I have were invited over, along with yes Miss Woodsen, seems mom and daddy wanted to thank her personally for getting me through. Ha if they only knew what I had to do to graduate I'm wondering if they would still think that much of her. Anyway as my friends and I were at the food table the conversation came up as to how I managed to graduate, I just told them Miss Woodsen was nice enough to talk with my teachers and convince them to do so. Convince them, ha come on Em, how long my friend Katey asked, how long what, your a extra credit how long do you have to serve? Till September till the new year starts, wow Miss Woodsen must really like you, me it was only 2 weeks,how about you Donna, yeah mine was 3 weeks, extra credit. Em how could you not know everyone in the fucking school knows about Miss Woodsen, of course no one is going to say anything though, Em us here all of us have had to do extra credit for Miss Woodsen, yep Donna said, she put her 2 fingers up and stuck her tongue out and flicked it, Katey said she was the first time I licked pussy, are you that much of a do do head, that you didn't realize it, so Em we all did what we had to do to graduate Em all of us here. How could I not see that about Miss Woodsen, well I went over to her, and asked is it true what they just told me Miss Woodsen, she said I knew me coming here was a bad idea, she looked at me and said yes, it is, they were willing to favor me and I was willing to help them out so to speak, but you Emily your special to me, because I truly like you, them they were just to get my rocks off, but you when we are together in bed, it's totally different with you, I, you, we, make love together, when we touch each other I can feel the bond between us, I don't want that to stop either even after you serve your extra credit, but the question is more so, not what I did to get you in bed with me, but do you have any problems with me being 48(thought she was older) or the fact that I am black? Thought about it for a minute or two than said, no I have no problem with either, but no more extra credit for anyone else Miss Woodsen, Carol my first name is Carol Emily, and thank you, for understanding. Truly I do like spending day's and weekends with Carol, most times we never leave her house when I stay over, and most times well all the time when I am with her in her townhouse I never wear any clothes I am alway's naked for her to have me when she wants, and I really do like this woman even though she is 30 years older than myself, for right now I am her girl friend, problem though with this is that everyone knows her around our small community and me also for that matter, so it is difficult to go out at times, just for that fact what people would say, what is Miss Woodsen doing with Emily, see what I mean so our relationship is has to be in the closet, oh well I now this won't last forever at some point I'm thinking Carol will find the perfect woman for her and one closer to her own age, but for now I'm happy, but guys don't misunderstand where as Carol, has sworn off dick forever, I am not going that way, yep I like both way's myself, and that is what I found out about me, through this ongoing life of mine, I am bisexual and I don't have a problem with that either who isn't these day's, but make no mistake I like dick too, which brings us back to the Roberts, I'm sure everyone by know has realized that the Roberts were a couple that raped me, not necessarily a doctor or nurse, that part of my rape was my fantasy, it always has been, why I don't know but that whole idea I have been masturbating over since I discovered playing with my pussy feels real good, but I did go to my real gyno and truly did get the pill and pain pills for my sore little pussy, I didn't have to tell him anything , why because it's none of his fucking business that's why. The Roberts are still very much part of my life also at the moment, juggling daddy, Carol and the Roberts in addition to my own sexual wants and needs well gets very tiresome at times. Yes indeed I am starting to Enjoy Summer!

Em