So I've received a ton of mail over the months asking what suddenly made me become so fascinated with interracial sex last year. I've wrote many of you telling you the answer but feel this is a more effective way of answering everyone.

It's very simple when I calm down and I'm not so worked up thinking about it.

My best, best, best friend Kristen started dating this super dark black guy named Serek three years ago and in November of 2010 she got pregnant. This is my closest friend I want to point out and we have been friends since JK.

    Kristen    Our friend Emily  and Me

I was dating this really cute blond guy until about April of 2011 and so all my pregnancy fetish stuff was all directed to him. Like role playing fantasy stuff. We broke up in April and after we broke up I didn't feel like dating right away and just enjoyed being single.

All that time I was single I never really paid any attention to Kristen's relationship.

On July 12th, 2011 Kristen and I were sorting out stuff for the baby's room when her water broke. I totally didn't know what to do but knew we had to get to the hospital. Serek was working at the time and I had to drive her. So we got there and within minutes she was on the delivery chair. Kristen demanded that I stay with her through the entire delivery and especially until Serek came. It was a huge turn on for me so I agreed right away. Serek showed up within the hour that we got there. It was about two hours later that she really started to give birth.

Here's where my fascination and everything else started:

I was standing by the foot of the bed when the baby's head started to show.

It was at that very moment that I saw her baby's head that I got that warm rush feeling you get when you're embarrassed. I got this tingling feeling in my clit and I could feel I was starting to get wet like really quickly. Kristen is really pale and the baby's head was dark. The baby became darker once the Melanin fully developed but it looked darker cause of her body. The contrast was so arousing to me.

So I watched this beautiful mixed baby being pushed out of Kristen's body and it turned me on so much I thought I was going to scream. I thought of just how much I loved everything about their relationship all of a sudden. I wanted that too.

The baby spread her so wide it was unbelievable. And it may sound weird but her screams and moaning just made me even hotter, I thought I was going to faint.

The baby was born after 4 hours and I left shortly after telling her I'd come back the next day.

When I got home I literally spent two hours on my back, masturbating. My parents thank goodness didn't ask me anything else after I told them a few details and just left me alone. I had never been so turned on before. I was biting my sheets and wasn't able to talk I was so horny. I was so frustrated that I didn't have a guy there to fill me up. I really regretted that I didn't start dating right away after my ex and I broke up. But I knew I wanted a black boyfriend because I was just so curious.

I've wrote quite a bit here so I'll wrap it up. I told Kristen (who knew of my obsession with pregnancy) that seeing her give birth had done something to me. I told her she had to help me find a boyfriend who was black and she was very happy to. So since then I've been with Talin and I love it.