Guys let me just clarify that I was not beaten, slapped or bruised in any way, in ways it was partly my own fault thinking about it more now if I would have never pulled out Dr. Roberts boner and gave him a hand job I question if the events that happened would have? So everyone understand that the events I am writing about now and in the distant passed are happening to me, I just wanted to share my journey with anyone who cares to read about it that's all. My rape happened 4 months ago, I am growing up as I write, and I am truly not the same Emily that I was back in January when I turned 18. Clearly I would never put myself in a situation where I would be beaten, slapped or anything other like that guy's I'm not a do do head. If needed I can protect myself, I have training in the martial arts, if Dr or Mrs Roberts would have beat me or such, I can promise you that both of them would have had broken noses and more. I truly could have gotten away if I really wanted to, the straps that held me down were very loose, and I could have easily slipped through, I have known them since I was 12, and never found them to be abusive that way, you can kind of tell. Like I said before people like me seem to in my opinion to gravitate to well people like me, I think anyway, and to prove my opinion I am going to finish the events of my rape, and than you will see what I mean okay? I have been bombarded with messages and favorites, be patient I will answer all given some time, but for know I need to finish these events of 4 months ago so all can see just how much I have changed than till now Okay? I hope your comments and suggestions continue though I really do like reading everyones thoughts on the subjects at hand.

Thanks Em