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WOW! Jill and I are amazed at the number of messages and comments and ..... that we are getting !!! LOL! Thanks! We are still trying to figure out how this site works (relations? alerts etc....)
ok a few more answers to your questions:
A lot of questions about our chastity and stuff. We don't have one of those devices for me (yet), not sure where to get one... but for a couple of years Jill has frequently put one of those "hair scrunchies" around me in the morning if she feels like messin' with me. Those are the cloth covered elasticized things that she uses to put up her hair. It has the effect of making me constantly aware of my penis, ALL DAY LONG! The humiliating truth is that unless she doubles over the elastic the diameter is too large for me. She has had me in sheer panties occasionally since just after we met. It is her way of completely emasculating me even if she isn't around like when I am at work. If we are going out or if she is in a "mood" she sometimes will tie a pink ribbon around me and let me know (repeately) that I am her "little boy". I'm not sure if we will ever get into the lock up devices but I have to tell you that just the panties and scrunchies and ribbon is enough for me. When I am with people I work with or at the store etc it doesn't matter whether I am talking to a man or a woman I am fully aware of my situation (my inadequate penis). So hot in such a pathetic and submissive way!
another apparently very popular question is how many black men has Jill been with.... Her first black guy was a massuse that I set up for us (her) when we were vacationing in Los Angeles. Since then we have played with 5 other black men. 2 of them we still see occasionally. Jill is NOT so much into the interracial thing (as much as I am I guess) but rather she just really loves being with strong dominant men (with very nice packages!) (
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Posted on : Jun 29, 2012
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Commented on Jan 23, 2013
A few more memorable moments etc...
The first time she told me she wanted me smooth. I shaved and while she inspected me she kept laughing telling me that I looked like a little boy. A nick name that I hear a lot. She tied a pink bow around me so that my little balls would hold the bow from falling off. Yes I am that small when soft.
The first times she made me wear that were unreal. I guess it was our first "device" experiences but it felt more like her being really dominant with me making me wear it when I went to work or when we were out with friends. THe other device we used at first were her elastic hair scrunchies doubled over so they would be small enough. She would make jokes in front of other people (usually her girlfriends) about how she used them for other things. From their reactions I had the feeling they had a good idea what she was kidding about.
The fact that she has several pictures on her facebook page of her with other men. The worst part is the comments I have seen from some of her family (cousins and uncles) that she looks like a "hot moma" and who is this "hunk" she is with.
The fact that I have spent thousands of dollars on her wardrobe for times she has been with other men. Jill has clothes and lingerie that I have never been allowed to see on her. She has told me that when it comes to some of her outfits that I "don't have husband privileges" meaning that they are not for me or our times together and that they are reserved for her "play" times.
Some of our friends (men and women) make comments about me that frequently sound like they know more than I think they should. I know Jill has told a few of her friends some things and I live in embarrassment and fear that more people know or that they know things about me that Jill and I had agreed to keep secret. Besides the swinger kind of experiences we have had I guess I am most worried about the really submissive things I have done for her and her men friends. I would die if they knew I gave head and cleaned up any of Jills men who wanted me to. It seems a majority of they do like it and on one drunk weekend Jill even watched on of them fuck me. That was a first! Not really such abig deal for us but if anyone EVER found out I would die.
I know that her two daughters (15 and 17 years old) are used to seeing and hearing Jill dominate me. The 17 year old actually teases me about "Mom, wears the pants" and has actually told me "I know you and my mom don't have sex". No idea where that may have come from but the way she treats me isn't too different from some of the condescending dominant stuff Jill gives me. I have found myself fantasizing about her and her high school boyfriends watching Jill cuckold me with her dildos while she is demonstrating different sex issues for them.
more to come
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Commented on Jan 23, 2013
ok some of our most memorably humiliating moments (not in order)
The first time Jill asked me to put on her panties and a bra
The first time I came (without touching myself) while I ate another guys creampie
The first time I was with one of her lovers while she was at work. I gladly stroked and sucked him off. Yes she heard about it from him.
The first time I sat with Jill and her date and one of her girlfriends and her date at a restaurant. I couldn't eat I was so nervous and so humiliated that everyone was aware of my "status" for the evening.
The first time Jill measured me in front of her "date"
The first time I skinny dipped in a hot tub with Jill and her girlfriend dina and her stud BF. Unbelievably humiliating to hear the comments especially Jills comments about her disappointment with our sex life.
The first time I kissed her while she was giving a guy a blow job. There were two other guys there (in the hotel room) who saw it.
The first time I let her put her "toy" in me
The first time I met a craigslist guy to "screen" him before he met Jill and he got me to suck him off in the car while he was looking at the pictures of her that I brought
The first man that had me fondle his balls while he was fucking Jill and her taunting me while they were going at it
Our first time at a nude beach. Jill looked great and got looks all day long. I was trembling most of the day. I have never been so ashamed and embarrassed in mylife. Men smiled (laughed) and women turned away
or gave me dirty looks. Jill loved the attention and made sure I looked at every well built man
The first time I ate out her cream pie while her lover watched
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Commented on Jun 29, 2012
Thanks "Bull"
Yes, having a pink fucking ribbon tied around my little penis is COMPLETELY emasculating whether I am talking to a man OR a woman. I realize that many men would laugh at me and then jump on Jill and give her a good ride if they saw me. If a woman saw me I KNOW they would laugh at my useless little boy dick. And yes, in some twisted way that is all the turn on I can get. That and hearing the moans and sighs that Jill makes when she is having orgasms with another man!!!
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Commented on Jun 29, 2012
I have to add!
The time she came home from being out with the "girls" with her sweater top INSIDE OUT!
And the first time she came home to me with cummy panties on!
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