I phoned him today, my secret love since 20 years. The year was 1986. I was 26 and he was 16. I was a cabby and he worked as a waiter at a restaurang I used to frequent. He was a rebel, angry young man with a lot of energy. He was THE guy. His eyes were so beautiful. His attitud were so sexy. Oh my GOD! Do I have any chance? My eyes was glued to him, and he noticed that. His smile would melt me down. For several years we socialized, but nothing happened. We could talk for hours, about everything. But we never discussed THE issue. That we were in love with each other. Damn how I regret I was too shy

I see him in my dreams. But now the waiting is over. At last we will meet and I know that we will fall into each other arms. You are my true love. My one and only.

I will adrore you

I will do everything you ask

You´re my first real love in life

Conny! I love you.