When i was very young, say in the 1st-grade,i had a cousin who was a senior in high school. He was my baby-stter when my parents would visit my Grandparents house to play cards all night on weekends. It wasn't long before he had me sucking his cock in the bathroom, where he would be sitting on the toilet stroking his big cock before calling me in there to "bring him some toilet-paper". His cock seemed huge and it was very dark-colored and covered in thick, dense, dark pubic-hairs...and uncut. 

I drank his cum the very first time it happened and every time thereafter. Sometimes he would wrestle with me on the bed and sit on my chest while pinning my arms with his knees and my head between his muscular, hairy thighs and just smother my face with his cock and balls, grinding his cock all over my face, sliding forward to make me smell his sweaty cock and balls, rubbing his hairy taint all over my face...all I could smell was his musky crotch and eventually i would submit and begin licking his cock and balls. He'd keep me pinned like this for long periods of time and it would always end with me getting my mouth fucked as he leaned forward and pinned my wrists to the mattress. He always came in my mouth and made me swallow it and clean the head of his cock.

Soon, my best friend and next-door neighbor was offering me his cock, too. He was in the 7th grade, had a smooth slender body and hardly any hair on his cock. In-fact, all he had was some "peach fuzz" above his cock, his balls were smooth. He called me into his room and was lying on the bed naked, with his legs wide open while he stroked his dick. I knew he wanted me to suck it, so I climbed onto the bed and knelt between his thighs and sucked his cock for him. I licked his balls the same way my cousin taught me and used my hand on the shaft to stroke up and down in time with my mouth. He also came in my mouth and of course, I swallowed it. I sucked him off more than a few times.

 Then he told his older brother, who was even older than my cousin and one day, in the backyard with a few other boys and another of his brothers, he decided to wrestle me to the ground and pin me the same way my cousin had on the bed, but this was on the ground with my best friend, two other kids from the nieghborhood and another of his brothers all watching. There was also one other key difference; where as my cousin, although dominating me, was also much more concerned about what I was thinking and was always encouraging me in a playful voice.

My best friend's older brother was just the opposite. What began as horse-play, ended with him pinning me to the ground roughly. And he also had a mean sneer on his face as he unbuckled his pants to pull out his half-hard cock. he told the other boys to pull my own pants down, too. So there I was on the ground, being held down by a yung man sitting on my chest and several younger boys forcibly pulling my pants and underwear down.Then he oldest one told the others to sit on my feet.

the dude sitting on my chest was now stroking his cock only inches from my face, his balls bouncing on my chin and occasionally slapping his dripping cock-head all over my face, cock-whipping me. all the other boys were giggling and laughing at me. The guy on my chest sneered down at me, grabbed my nose and pinched it so I couldn't breathe, and began running the drooling head all over my lips and as soon as I pened them to inhale, he forced his cock into my mouth and released my nose. My "best friend" and his 2nd brother stood over me, looking down into my face and watched their oldest brother fuck my mouth.

Then, to my horror and total embarassment and humiliation, one of the two boys who were pinning my legs shouted out loud..."oh my God! Look...his dick is hard, his dick is hard!!!" I suddenly felt the head of that cock swelling up rapidly and I knew from experience he was about to cum. I tried to spit his cock out, but he just leaned forward more heavily, forcing his cock in deeper as he shot his load. After a few huge jets of sperm enetered my mouth, he pulled out to shoot the rest all over my face and laughing at me with a very mean look in his eyes.

For the next year, I was the neighborhood faggot, even though I had no idea what that really meant. Everything else seemed like a "normal" childhood, as my friends and I would play most of the games that other kids played. the younger kids that were there really never brought it up again, but my best friend and his older brothers were always inviting me over to their house next door.I thought it was normal for boys to suck each other's cocks by then. 

It wasn't until a few years after we'd moved away that I first realized that it was considered a "sin" by "society" and was completely un-acceptible. i had always ended-up playing with my friends cocks, even after we moved away to another state. Even my brothers and I played with each other's cocks some times.

Then in the 5th grade, one of the school bullies who was a few years older than me, hated me from day one, called me a "faggot" out in the school yard, in-front of a bunch of other kids. I'd never heard that word before. I looked at him confused and asked, "what's that?"  The bully laughed and said, "the little faggot doesn't even know what he is! Hahaha!" And all the other kids laughed too. Well I still didn't know what he was talking about, so I just stood there looking around at all of them, not really knowing what to do.

"That means you like to suck other guys cocks, you little faggot! Look at him! His face is turning beet red!!! Hahahaha! See, he does like to suck cocks!!!" Even thugh I knew this punk had no basis for making his cruelk comments, I knew it was true. Suddenly the images of myself sucking cock all flooded into my confused and spinning head at the same time, all the while these kids were all laughing and pointing at me. I felt completely exposed. I tried to defend myself, but by then it was too late and my words came out of my throat in a strangled-tone of embarassment.  

For the next 3 or 4 years I never thought about offering to suck anyone else's cock. I tried to completely put the thought out of my head; and that worked...for a little while. That was until I joined the YMCA with my best friend whoI played Little League" with. He took me there on a guest-pass once and I loved it so much, I begged my Mother for the money to join myself. She gave it to me, as it was considered to be a safe place to allow your children to go and be out of the streets. We played basketball, lifted weights and used the swimming pool in the summer.

Ahhhh...the swimming pool. That was where only men and boys of all ages, went to swim in a very small pool naked together. The first time we decided to go swim, I took out my swimming trunks from my gym-bag and my friends asked me "what are you doing? You don't need those...there's no girls here. Just get undressed and let's go". So I did just that.

When we got to the pool, I was amazed to see that everyone was naked and skinny-dipping. There were men of all ages...and boys too. All of those penises bouncing around in the water got to me. I couldn't take my eyes off of all those dicks. I suddenly began having flash-backs to the old days and my cock began to stir. I was getting hard and there was nothing I could do but jump into the water to hide it. The problem was though, that the water elt so damn good on my naked privates, that my cock just got harder and harder.

The sensation was exsuisite as I felt the soft currents in the pool carress my cock and balls and...my suddenly very sensitive asshole, too. There was nothing I could do to get my mind off of the cocks that were everywhere I turned. So I dove down under the surface and swam to the bottom of the pool so no one could see my hard-on. And for a second I thought it had worked, until someone dove into the pool above me and plunged to the bottom right next to me. And suddenly this older man's big, hairy cock was right in my face. I was still at the bottom of the pool, holding my breath waiting for my cock to get soft enough to surface for air when this guy swam right over to the edge of the pool, right next to me.

He was hanging with his elbows on the edge as he caught his breath, but his big, fat cock and balls were only inches from mt face. It felt like there was nothing else in the world but that big cock and myself. I had the urge to lean over and suck on it...my cock was rock-hard again and I began to slowly float closer. I thought of trying to make it seem accidental that my face would brush against his cock in the pool, when suddenly...

My friend grabbed my shoulder from behind. We popped out of the water facing each other and he spat a huge mouthful of water in my face when we surfaced. He started laughing at me and joking about catching me off guard...if he only knew. The older man was still behind me and as my friend and I laughed out loud, I felt something brush my ass-cheeks as the man lifted himself out of the pool. After he'd brushed his cock against me, he'd lifted one leg out of the water and onto the deck of the pool. I turned my head to see his face, but all I saw was his hairy asshole with his big cock and balls dripping water between his masculine hairy thighs. I couldn't take my eyes from this site and he took his sweet time getting out of the water. I had a good, long, very detailed look at all his junk,,,and I was rock-hardin wanting to suck it for him and drink the pool water off his hanging member.

As I looked furhter up to see his face, I saw a knowing look in his eyes,,,and he winked at me. Fuck! My cock sprang up fully hard and very painfully. I had to get away from my friends before they saw it, so I turned away and plunged to the bottom of the pool once again and swam to the other side. When I immerged to catch my breath, I turned back around to see what the man was doing and he was staring at me and looking at my ass under the wayer line. I turned back away from him and leaned on the edge of the pool on my elbows, but I could fell his eyes all over me and I was so excited, that I caught myself kicking my legs in order to give him a sexy little show, my feet pointing towards him, my hands still holding onto the lip of the pool while I made a cock-teasing show of my ass for him, spreading my legs and arching my back to allow my ass to break the surface ocassionally, feeling the water run out of the crack of my ass and the kiss of the cool air as my ass stuck up out of the water for brief moments.

He was sitting on a lounge chair on the other side and I looked knowingly over my shoulder at him. He had a faint grin on his face and a mean look in his eye, as I continued to tease him with my tight, firm littletwinkie asshole and spread legs. Every nerve in my body was alive, my nipples were achingly as hard as my cock. Thankfully, my friends said they were going to shower and head home. I yold them I would meet up with them after dinner, and they left.

Now that I didn't have my friends thewre to see me with my hard-on any longer, I felt free to move around the pool at will. There were still plenty of men there, but all of the younger kids had left to get home for supper. I was the only one left there who was under 30 or so. Now the guy I'd been teasing decided to jump back into the pool, only now he had a huge hard-on and did nothing to hide t before he dove into the water. A few of the other guys noticed this, as well.

Suddenly it seemed like a gay bath house swimming pool, as we all began swimming around sporting our hard cocks to each other. This was all done very subtly and with brief eye-contact, as I'm sure they all realized I was much too young to have sex with, at least that's what they were thinking, but their dicks were still quite hard and enjoying my little shows. I brazenly pulled myself out of the water and with my little hard twinkie cock bobbing up and down, walked over to the diving board and bounced up and down a few times, showing my hard little cock to all of them before raising my hands above my head and diving in.

As I plunged through the water at the end of my dive, several of the men had placed themselves at the opposite end, so that when I was coming to the surface again, I would be staring right at their hard cocks. But the original guy who'd brushed against me was still the sexiest of them all and I kept looking over to find him again. He knew I wanted him and now he teased me! All of us had hard-ons and the other men were enjoying this queer little game of skinny-dipping and flashing each other, but this other guy took it to a different level, more wide-open.

It was geting late and I knew I had to leave, so I climbed out of the pool, knowing their eyes were all on my naked, firm ass and I couldn't help but give a little extra shake in my walk, just for them. I looked over at the first guy one last time before I went through the door.

I headed straight for the showers to rinse off. I had just dinked my head under the nozzle when my "man" came into the shower right next to me. He was dark, olive-complected, hairy-chested and muscular, He was Italian, it turned out and his cock was rock-hard. He kept running his soapy hands all over his chest and under his fat, hairy balls again and again and he kept glancing over at me the entire time. His big soapy cock was so inviting, that ?I finally relented and slowly moved closer to him, he just looked into my eyes and then back down at his hard cock again and again and I finally caught on and moved my hand to touch his muscular, hairy abs. His skin was hot to the touch and so firm to the touch. The suds washinhg down his body looked fantastic as I reached down to stroke his fat cock. It didn't take long before he was grunting and moaning as he shot his load on the shower floor. We then heard some of the other guys about to enter the shower and we quickly turned away from each other just as the others walked in.   

I quickly left the shower and got dressed in the locker room, my hands shaking as I realized that I just couldn't help myself when it came to other boys and men. I would always want them and be attracted to them. I really was a faggot and I would always be one.