I like blowjobs. I know that will probably sound odd, coming from someone so young, and I hope that my saying so will not negatively affect your opinion of me. To be perfectly honest, I have only had one boyfriend, and thus one sexual partner. My opportunity to give and receive oral sex has, therefore, been limited. But what I lack in practical experience I make up for with imagination. I have spent a good deal of time trying to figure out where my oral fixation (okay, not an appropriate use of the term, but I am sure that none of you will have trouble distinguishing my meaning from Freud's) came from. So far as I can tell, it is a blend of several things.

First, my immense desire to please. I am a very caring and empathetic person. When I grow to like someone, I will do anything for them; this is particularly true for those with whom I am sexually intimate (up until this point, as I have said, just one man). Oral sex is a gift. The only thing that I receive in return is the personal satisfaction of knowing that he has been satisfied. 

Second: I think there is a strong hint of BDSM involved in one-way oral sex (as opposed to 69). While I do not like the whole ritualized aspect of dominance and submission, I do occasionally like being reminded of "my place"; oral sex is a pretty good way of getting things started on the right foot, as it were. Of course, giving a blowjob in and of itself is not degrading or belittling, but it can be made so by his active participation: a little hair pulling, maybe some derogatory language, and so on. 

Third: It is a multi-sensural experience. Taste, touch, sight, and smell. Enough said, I think. 

So, in conclusion, I hope this blog entry has enlightened you a little bit as to the thought process that went behind choosing the pictures in this album. I thank you for reading and viewing, and hope that you come back to my profile again soon.