this is a record of one of my escapades from the other day.  I went to visit some friends in a town roughly an hour drive from where I live. Before I left, I had a sudden urge to bring my improvised butt-plug for the return trip. something I've fantasized about is being in public while my ass is filled. everyone going about their normal business, while I, a sick pervert, am indulging in my fetishes. I managed to forget about my plans while hanging out, but when it came time to return home, I was reminded of my devious plans for myself.

     I stopped at a gas station and went into the bathroom with my plug. I locked the door and then proceeded to pull out my butt plug and lube it up a bit with my spit. It's always an unsettling feeling when it first enters my tight hole. within a few seconds, I was plugged up and in that pleasurable discomfort. since it isn't a proper plug, I gave myself a bit of a wedgie to help keep it in while I walked. before I left, however, I had to get some gas to return home. it was very akward talking to the cashier, a pretty and young lady, and paying for my fuel. it's an exquisite feeling when you're trying to act normal but can't seem to get your mind off of the shaft shoved up your ass, all while talking to people in public.

     after pumping the fuel, I went to get into my car, but tried to do it gently. whether it really was or not, I can't say, but when I sat down, the plug shoved itself deep into my ass in a very ungentle kind of way. A small gasp was torn from my lungs as my hole was filled with the whole length of my butt plug. it took me a couple seconds to recover my nerves and keep from shaking. as I pulled out, I noticed every bump in the parking lot, and the now absurdly rough curb leading to the highway. the trip back seemed to last forever! having your ass stuffed for 15 minutes seems like nothing compared to an hour. it makes me (kinda) dread what it would be like for a whole day, because at about the 20 minute mark, I was ready for it to be out.  The whole way home, I'd catch myself unconsciously squirming to feel the plug move around in my ass.  It was kinda humiliating, even though I was the only one there, to catch myself actually enjoying it in some weird way.  It was a most grueling yet pleasurable experience.

     When I arrived home, I found that the desire to just fuck my ass with the plug was growing.  I wanted nothing more than just to ruin my hole and leave it gaping.  I went straight to my room and proceeded to fuck myself and jack off.  I felt so dirty and low for doing what I did and how I enjoyed it.  Now I just have to find another excuse to keep it in, only longer this time!  :)