I've not posted for a while, but there have been some changes in my life. I've continued down the road of buttfuckery, enjoying increasing the girth, depth and duration both for my own pleasure, and for that of my partner. In fact I overdid this at one point, which was a bit of a setback, and stung! owch!. Still, no permanent damage and back on track.

M and I have entered into a deeper relationship, with him encouraging my submissve tendancies to blossom, while taking full advantage of the fantasy realisation this affords him.

As a case in point, I am currently blonde - I love my natural colour, and think going blonde to be more attractive is a dumb, brainless idea, not to mention a bit trashy. It was of course pointed out to me that not only could this enhance my submissive thrill from doing something because my lover demanded it, but also that being a dumb trashy slut is a fantasy of mine.

Hair is blonde, pubes are dark (which was interesting)- M fancied fucking a little miniskirted overly made-up fake blonde with no knickers, and enjoyed it so much he kept her. The whole thing made me wet a Niagra, and him hard as Viagra, to coin a rhyme. :o)

It'll last a while and then it'll be a corset, or stocks, or multiple vibrators, or something in public. Sucking him off in the corner of a nightclub was a massive thrill. He's suggested I get tattood, but if I start that there'll be no turning back, and they would be depravedly sexual...

I think if I go that route, it'll be nipple piercing, something I've fancied for a long time, but never had yet. Still got some boundries, but having a lot of fun pushing them, and I'm looking forward to a birthday treat...