A couple of years ago I got very curious about what it would be like to have sex with men, so I was browsing dildos at a sexshop and found a jelly dildo for anal starters. When I got it I went straight to the shower to try it. After applying some anal eeze, and lubing the dildo, I put it in my ass. From there it was heaven. Didn't know anal sex would feel that good. It hurt at first, but once you get used to it, it was bliss. After a couple of weeks of using the anal starter dildo, I started craving something bigger. So I ordered a new dildo that was bigger and realistic. It was only six inches long, same length as the anal starter, but it had quite a girth. At first I could barely get the tip in my ass, so I got to think I had been to lustful to get a big cock in my ass. However, after some practice I did manage to get the whole tip inside my ass, and I slid down the shaft. It hurt like hell, but eventually became very pleasurable. From there I was truly hooked. Almost every time I took a shower I would bring one of the dildos with me. One day I wanted to use it while I was watching porn. So I use the suction cup to fuck the big dildo against the wall, imagining that someone was fucking me. I got lustful enough that I would lay on my back and bend forward enough that I could cum on my own face while fucking my own ass.