I have always been a sexually driven man. I guess different guys get off on different aspects of sexuality. But I have often wondered why it is that I have such a strong need to have Marie exposed around other men and even have her get laid by other men. When I fantasize about it I always focus on Marie getting off being seen or needing to be fucked. I crave having her crave his cock. It's just always about Marie's sexuality. Strangely, when I include the guy doing all this I lose the rush. I'm sure that the psych crowd would contend there is some dark secret in my childhood that caused me to be "damaged" in this way. If there is I don't know it. Am I damaged? Or am is my sexuality simply one of a million possible sexual flavors out there in the general population? I am what I am. I've always craved these things and likely always will. 

 

For my part, I have always been somewhat passive. Watching for me has been one of the hottest things I have ever known. And sex with other women is something I occasionally think about but it isn't something I'd ever miss. OK. Yeah I'd do Marie's sister. But I digress. Fucking Marie after she has been fucked by others is the holy grail. And another thing. For this to work for me I MUST know that Marie's sexuality is legitimate. That is she is showing her girl parts and getting laid by other guys of her own free will because SHE needs it. NEEDS it. Sometimes the craving is so powerful. Especially in the morning. But at other times the thought of Marie with another guy makes my skin crawl. This sucks. I never know who I am going to be today. It floats up and down on the seas of my libido. If could have one wish it would be to be consistant one way or the other.

 

Whatever.

 

Let's see what erotic thing Marie does today.

I"m primed...