i was called over to Mistress' flat this morning, dressed as yesterday but with my plug inserted. Mistress let me in, and ordered me to strip down to my frillies. The heels were in the hall waiting for me, and i strapped them on and went into the sitting room.

Craig was sitting on the sofa naked, legs spread and stroking his cock.

"Come here, little sissy Jessica" he said. "Kneel down before me", indicating between his legs. i obeyed. He pointed his cock at my lips and i knew what i had to do, running my tongue round the smooth head then lowering my head so i could kiss the tip, take it into my mouth and then move my head down so i could take its length into my mouth. i hated to do it, but needed to as well. Soon my head was bobbing up and down his shaft.

"Oh thats good, little sissy slut" he groaned. i heard mistress enter the room. Suddenly i felt her grip my hair and pull my head aside.

"My turn, little slut" she said. She was naked, just like the night i disappointed her so badly. "Out of my way". i obeyed. She lowered herself onto Craig's cock and started to hump him.

"See, little sissy. This is what a real man does. He fucks girls. He has a strong, hard cock to fill my pussy. You can never do this, never.." She stopped talking as i sensed the pleasure build in her. i was ashamed to be in this position, thinking back to the way i usded to feel about her. Then they both came, grunting and groaning with the pleasure.

Mistress flopped back on the sofa. "Over here, sissy". She spread her legs and i knelt between them as she indicated. "Clean out my pussy". I could see Craig's cum over her thighs and pussy. The idea of licking it up revolted me. "Lick, sissy. Come on!"

I lowered my head. As i did, Craig spanked me on my ass to encourage me. i started to lap at the cream, then buried my head between her legs until i had licked it all up. Craig gave me the occasional spank when he thought i had missed a drop.

"Thats the way it is going to be in the future, Jessica. You will never fuck anyone again, but then sissies like you aren't meant to. You can make Craig nice and hard for me, and help clean up afterwards. Other than that it will be you who is fucked."

Afterwards i had a slightly larger plug inserted (after they made me kiss it and beg to have it inserted in my pussy). i was also given a huge, life-like dildo which i was ordered to take home, keep under my pillow and practice cock sucking every night.

i am home now. i have had a hard weekend's sissy training. i guess i am halfway between my old male role and surrendering to sissydom - i am reluctant to give my old status up, but i am starting to feel a hunger for the life of a sissy slut.i can still fight this; the question is whether deep down i want to, or want to give into my growing hunger for cock.