Over the last few years, I appear to have collected several thousand pics from the interweb.  Naturally, a lot of them are directly to do with my fantasies... but a lot of others I kept just because there was something I liked about them.  Sometimes it is the clothes they are wearing, their facial expressions or the poses they take up.  As I have gone along, I kept a seperate file which I call 'my little black file'.  Essentially it is my favourites. 

I try to constantly think up new scenarios for me and my boyfriend to act out.  There are a few old favourites that we re-visit, like the whore/assassin in her pvc mac.  I've lost count of the number of times I've died in that mac!... but I still love it.  I'm still waiting for my boyfriend to come up with his own scenarios, but he seems content to let me do that!  He is getting more inventive now though.  I made it clear to him that once I'm dead, he is perfectly free to 'ad lib' ;-)

As a child, my parents used to worry about me because I was such a daydreamer.  I used to 'drift off' all the time.  I am more in control of it now, but when i do 'drift off'... you can guess where my mind goes to a lot of the time!  I can be sitting in traffic, but in my head I am sinking into quicksand... or being riddled with bullets as a lift door opens.  Not long ago I had an idea when I was standing in a queue in starbucks.  I imagined instead of being evil, it might be fun to play the part of an incredibly stupid slut.  I saw myself in a really tight dress, loads of make-up and a bit pissed... going to a complete strangers place with him and not noticing until his hands go round my throat that anything is wrong.  The more I thought about it, the more I got turned on... which is something of a distraction in starbucks!

There are times however when I use my little black file for inspiration.  I don't know why I didn't think of it before, but I think I might enjoy posting some of it on here.  It would be even better to hear peoples thoughts on them.  Probably about half of them are 'dead poses'.  Obviously, I like to see what the models do with positioning and facial expressions.  The others are mostly dominant women.  I get a lot of ideas from those, as being a domme doesn't come as naturally to me as being a corpse!

Well... I'm feeling a bit 'written out' after yesterday, so i think I'll have a little look through that file!

GG