I think this is the week I want to take it up a notch...

When I hook up this week, I think I want to take things to the next level. Do things I have been fantasizing about. I think I can bring myself to do it, and I know if I do some blow with someone I will easily do it!

I want to be verbally humiliated... called a sissy, a faggot, a white bitch. I want to be slapped hard across the face as I suck his cock, have him force his cock deep into my throat. I want him to make me beg to get fucked... then I want him to spit on my ass and fuck me really rough, babreback. I want to feel the bare skin of his big thick cock pump into me, and I want to feel him unload his hot cum into my ass. I want him to take pictures of me sucking his cock, of him fucking me, and of his cum dripping from my fucked ass. I wanyt him to make me call one of my male friends and tell him what I am doing, how I am being the sissy slut for a guy that is using me like a fuck doll.

Then, when he's done using me, I want him to drag me into the shower, wearing only my thigh highs, and I want him to piss all over me, telling me what a useless little sissy faggot I am. Piss all over my nylon covered feet and legs, soaking my favorite thigh highs. then he makes me thank him, and he leaves.