I am developing in more ways that one. My breasts are slowly growing, thanks to the regular tit pumping. My face is always, but always shaven and so is the rest of my body. Today for the first time I shaved around my anus -the idea always made me uneasy- and it felt good. But I removed some really long and horrible hairs... apologies, dear webcam watches for having inflicted my nether hairyness on your innocent (until proven guilty) eyes.

I am also entering a fascinating relationship with an older male friend. He makes me feel like a little girl, and I have every hope that one day he will take me like the girl I will have become. It is with him in mind that I train my ass with bigger and bigger toys.

The last one I bought is a real monster. When I bought it, when I held it in my hands afterwards, I felt like I was going to cross some sort of border, a feeling I have had recently also when I bought a nice black skirt. At any rate, the monster is this one

http://www.docjohnson.com/index.php/dongs-dildos/realistic/big-boy.html

A 12" monster, thicker than my wrist and longer than my forearm. I managed to stuff some of it in my ass. I really surprised myself there. I was stoned out of my had, lying on my back in an armchair with my legs in the air, feet resting on a table in front of me. I was wearing a black top, stockings and heels. I went through most of my toys in order of increasing size. I also used my inflatable butt plug, for that lovely stuffed feeling - my only fear is that I overpump it and it blows up.

4" went in. It felt fabulous. No pain at all, just being deliciously open, ready for the man that will eventually take my ass. Where are you, my stallioin? I will be your little submissive sex toy any time you will choose.