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I've always been a dirty slut. In my teens I used to suck off men round the back of the working mens club, most of them were my friendt.
I feel so totally free and wildly. I've finally admitted to myself who I really am and what I'm really like. It is so absolutely, incredibly exciting to throw off the shackles of prudish monogamy so that I don't have to pretend not to lust for sex with other people I meet, anymore.
By fucking another man, I allowed myself the freedom to enjoy sex and nudity, and all their wonderful variations, as one of the things that make being human bearable. I have finally entered into the swinging lifestyle by acknowledging my true nature.
I freely admit that I am a slut who loves to be fucked, and needs to be fucked by lots and lots of sweet hard cocks. I am a middle-aged, slightly overweight, but still pretty, married slut, with saggy tits, a round married ass, and a juicy-wet married pussy, who just loves to fuck and suck other men.
Okay, so I am a slut. I'm married woman who fucks and sucks other guys, in addition to my husband, whenever I feel like it. That makes me what everyone calls a slut or a whore, right?
Maybe I am going overboard with all the slut-whore stuff. But I like it! I don't think of them as bad names. Instead of being demeaning, the names slut and whore give me a sense of completeness, empowerment and liberation. It makes me finally free to be myself - a sexual being who is free to choose my own sexual behavior and partners.
To me, a slut or a whore is just a strong, sexually self assured woman who is not afraid to go against societal norms and fully explore and express her sexuality in the same way that men have always expressed theirs.
Who says we women can't be sexually assertive just like men are? What's wrong with openly going after sweet hard cock? A slut can do that, a “lady" can't. Anyway, how can something that is so beautiful, that feels so good and right, that is so much fun and natural, be wrong or bad for me? Especially if my husband feels so positive and is so encouraging and supportive about what I'm doing?
What makes everything even more fun and exciting, is that my sweet husband loves the new me, even more than before. It's thrilling, and I can't believe I'm such a lucky woman!
I knew I was especially lucky when my husband fucked me so hard and so sweetly after I came home and told him how I had just fucked my new boyfriend. I have sex with other men, I can't wait for a chance to fuck some more guys!
I guess I should start at the beginning. I've always had a strong sex drive and loved to fuck. I've been strongly attracted to other people all my life, and I've always been especially fascinated with cocks and the men they're attached to. So many different shapes and sizes - so little time! I adore the way cute little soft cocks get big and hard when I suck on them, and the different personalities they all have. I love the sounds men make when they fuck me and the silly look of surprise on their faces when they cum.
I was a girl of the '60's, and I first started fucking when I was f******n. I was pretty wild and adventurous before I got married, and got to know a couple of dozen sweet penises very intimately. So, I guess I've always been a slut.
When we were dating, Will confessed that his first marriage had been an open marriage. When he proposed to me, he promised that he would never place any restrictions on me, and that if I wanted to have other lovers he would not limit me. He also promised that he would never pressure me into doing anything I didn't want to do and that as long as I was monogamous, he would be, as well. Unfortunately, I bought into the conventional morality that married people weren't supposed to fuck around, that husbands and wives are supposed to only have sex with each other, and that sex outside of marriage would lead to breakup and divorce.
Nevertheless, I've always needed to have several orgasms every day. Even though Will and I have great sex and he always makes sure I cum when he fucks me, I need to masturbate a couple of times each day. When I do, I fantasize about sucking and fucking other guys. But, usually group sex or just me being gangbanged by 3 or 4 men.
Everyone who hangs out there knows I'm married, but it just made me hotter and wetter to know that they were watching me and thinking what a slut I was making of myself. I know they will never think the same way about me again, but I just didn't care. In fact, I loved it! I knew that most of the men there (and some of the women) were thinking that they might now have a chance to fuck me too, and the thought was making my knees weak and my pussy wet.
Proud to be a slut.
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