I think sexually I am both sadistic dominant and submissive masochist, found one german online test which put percentages out quite nicely:
Du hast erfolgreich den BDSM-Test abgeschlossen.

Ergebnis: Du bist 'Switcher'.

Die einzelnen Neigungen haben bei Dir diese Intensität:
Sadistisch: 50% von maximal 100%
Dominant: 64% von maximal 100%
Devot: 55% von maximal 100%
Masochistisch: 34% von maximal 100%

So I don't enjoy pain, but I enjoy serving both submissives and dominants.

It seems that sexually I search inner balance, when my daily duties demand that I must be dominant sadistic boss type in the real world, I like to be sexually submissive slut type, so I keep inner balance. Of course that means also that if I have taken lot of shit from my bosses my inner dominatrix takes over and I want to dominate sexually.

So I can understand both sides of the coin.

Of course that means that my sexual fantasies can be really dark and weird. Perhaps next blog entry would about some dark fantasy where I play both parts and others found themselves in the situation they normally aren't used to.