What if you had the chance to live 5 years of your past all over again, perhaps within a computer simulation...

I would be a pre-teen, at about age 11. I would secretly move to a different country, take a huge amount of testosterone blockers and oestrogen. Even if I didn't alter my hormones, at that age I easily could have passed as a girl, but it would be nice to grow hips and tits and further feminine facial features. I believe that sexual arousal is constructed and is malleable, and I know that even at that age I was romantically interested in girls. I would work to condition myself to become TOTALLY unattracted to females in the romantic and sexual sense. I would become like one of those girls who genuinly cannot understand what guys see in girls. Or even like girls who exclusively watch gay porn and can't get off if there is any female presence.

I would also like to become a cultural role model for boys. Like Hannah Montana. I would show them that is is perfectly natural and indeed cooler for a boys to wear makeup, dresses, skirts, heels and to only makeout with boys!