Explanation of my interests: Incest

Don't know exactly how, or when, or why, i ended up thinking of incest as a really hot topic, but i must have been somewhere in my teens, and started with my oldest sister of 4. She is 9 years older than and so would have been in her early 20s.

Because it's so long ago, i cannot possibly remember the trigger, if it was my sister herself somehow, or reading some incest sex story and then looking at my sister differently.  But it was her that made my incest-fetish a *concious* thing.

Maybe it was that i accidentally caught her in arousing situations a couple of times before i started fantasizing about her. I have seen her tits as i once walked into the bathroom. But the most incredible thing, once when she was still in her teens and i was a young kid, i went to retrieve something in my parent's bedroom, and who was there, on the bed, in bra and panties, with my mother's vibrator buzzing against her crotch? That's right, my sister. She was obviously a teenager who had discovered our mother's sextoy but didn't count on her kid brother walking in on her. I felt kind of embarrassed and immediately left the room, and it was never mentioned. 

Anyway, my incestuous fantasies about my sister were the first that were conciously incestuous. I say conscious because in a non-concious way i have been sexually interested in a cousin since i was very, very young, starting at least when we were playing hide and seek and she for some reason suddenly kissed me hard on the mouth. We've been playing doctor a few times after that (but not as often as i liked). But the notion of it being "incest" and turning me on for that very reason was not a part of my thinking. As i said, it was my sister that i fantasized about in a way that i was aware that it was incest, and that it was so fucking hot for precisely that reason. I wasn't in love with her (as some incestuous brothers and sisters can be); i just wanted to fuck her, badly, and dirty. My fantasies about her ran the gamut of a large number of kinky fetishes. 

I've phased out of fantasies about my sister generally by now, but now it is two younger nieces that are the object of dirty thoughts. That started when not me but they were in their teens.  One of them once spend some time at the house where i live when she was in her mid-teens, and for some reason she once came downstairs in a T-shirt and panties as if it was the most ordinary thing in the world with me there. I couldn't help but notice her panties being pulled somewhat between her cheeks, showing off the shape of her buttocks and the crack of her ass, and that's the precise moment the first of my nieces became an object of lust to me. The other followed a little bit down the line not for any specific reason other than her being hot and my niece. They are now in their early twenties and trust me when i say that if i'd post pictures of them (which i won't) they'd have imagefap visitors spilling spunk and pussy-juice over them.

Anyway, other than my sister and my nieces it is mostly incest in other families that is a massive turn on for me, but it needs a few conditions for that. First of all, i really prefer that a mother is somehow involved. It may not be necessary, but i really prefer it. A mother practicing incest just rocks my world. A second condition is that is should not be romantic or lovey dovey, but hot, wild, kinky and if possible, downright nasty. The best incest of all, to me, is incest where they are looking to just crash through all kinds of boundaries of societal good taste. It's pretty obvious incest arouses me in the first place because it breaks a taboo. So breaking even more taboos while committing incest is just out of this world hot to me. 

Now, because men are generally considere to be horndogs anyway with nothing but sex on the mind, for a man to be into incest fantasies is almost ordinary to me, somehow. But (even if girls beiing into hot, steamy sex less than men may be a stereotype) knowing of girls or women getting hot and wet about incest makes it even better. This kind of plays into another interest of mine: depraved girls/women.

Should finally tell you that i love reading and sometimes writing hot, dirty incest-themed stories. And also that a hot, steamy roleplayed incest video is something i would prefer over a REAL incestuous couple doing boring, generic sex on video.