I have never been a popular guy. I am not sure why that is but it is so very true! I can be funny and charming, polite and silly, but for what ever the reason women just never seem to be that attracted to me! With that out there it does make me wonder what the problem is! After all trying to find a girlfriend at times is hard enough, and then finding one that will sexually perform things I am into is damn near impossible! I am told quite often that I am a great looking guy, which if I had more of an ego, would be nice, but just the same I hear all sorts of things that I find hard to believe!

It is interesting things that you hear, more so from women, then you can imagine. My normal job is usually filled with women, as I was a former electronics assembly worker and those companies hire mainly women for most tasks. So yes I do know a ton of women! Personally though I have always found BBWs attractive....of course I don't limit myself to BBWs when it comes to sexual interest, but the first thing I look at as a guy is breasts! and face it BBWs have breasts! The thing that gets me though and what todays blog is honestly about is kind of a reoccuring theme in my life as a whole. That is, I often wonder why a majority of women talk sex talk yet seldom follow through with what they say they are into! More so when I look into my own past and recall to mind the dozens of women I have known personally as lovers and close personal friends!

My First wife for example loved having MMF threesomes, and I am ok with that other then for a couple of years she often promised to return the favor and give me a FFM threesome she never had any intention of doing. Even my second wife promised and made claims that she was total freaky and into a host of things that after we were wed I found out that other then 4 positions (Doggie style, Missionary, Girl On Top and 69) she wasn't into that which she said she was! Then after that marriage failed I met a woman who claimed that she was bisexual....and again after a few years I found myself wondering what she was even talking about as she seldom entertained the idea honestly and often hinted at stuff, just to tease me with "cute words". In short I call these women "false advertiser" claiming that they are something that they are not! Yet of all three women I just described all three were BBWs and all three talked in circles about stuff that they never seemed to be. In short there are more girls out there that don't then do......so you ladies that are out there...that are honest and sincere, thank you for being honest and open!

In closing I know that there is at least one woman out there that is willing to try new experiences and do things that are a little kinky and fun. I am still looking at for that one person who can be a friend and a lover and I know maybe someday I will find her!!