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Most people look at porn addiction as a serious problem that needs to be broken as fast as possible. I myself felt this way and took most people's advice to try and free myself from it. HOWEVER. The more they tried to break me of it the more I found myself wanting to go back. Pornography has such a huge hold on me I can't stand to be without it.
Now that I've accepted who I am I realize that porn addiction is possibly the most stimulating, fulfilling experience to those who open themselves up to it. It brings self exploration, actualization and shows how we were really meant to live. The Porn Industry is a holy industry that shows us the light, offers jobs to the community and ultimately changes us into what it wants us to be as well as what we SHOULD be.
I encourage those who read this to read the stages of porn addiction and follow them as a guideline.
The Five Stages of Porn Addiction
1. Early exposure. Most guys who get addicted to porn start early. They see the stuff when they are very young, and it gets its foot in the door.
2. Addiction. Later comes addiction. You keep coming back to porn. It becomes a regular part of your life. You're hooked. You can't quit.
3. Escalation. After a while, escalation begins. You start to look for more and more graphic porn. You start using porn that would have disgusted you when you started. Now it excites you.
4. Desensitization. Eventually, you start to become numb. Even the most graphic, degrading porn doesn't excite you anymore. You become desperate to feel the same thrill again.
5. Acting out sexually. At this point, many men make a jump and start acting out sexually. They move from the paper and plastic images of porn to the real world.
If you're not in the final stages of addiction yet and wish to better yourself to please the urges of the industry I also encourage you to follow my very simple step by step program to brainwash yourself further. It's my hope that those who read this will find the brainwashing liberating like I do and constantly keep up on their training to become more and more of a depraved slave to the industry like me.
1. For those who have just begun fulfilling their urges with pornography the first step is simple: Watch more. If you normally watch one clip of a movie and ejaculate then, instead watch 2 or 3 before allowing yourself to cum. The more you absorb the video and smut the more it sticks, so to speak.
2. For those who do feel addicted but wish to further themselves to the liking of our pornography gods, the simplest way is to embrace it. Just like myself I'm sure those of you who read this found themselves feeling guilty and dirty when watching pornography in the beginning stages of addiction. It's a natural response put in your head by those who fight the industry because of it's influence and power, and simple to get past. If you feel dirty remind yourself it's a good feeling. If you feel ashamed remind yourself that millions of other people love smut just like you do, and that those who feel no shame have the greatest freedom of all.
3. For those who have begun escalating you've hit a plateau of learning and depravity that is quite frankly the most amazing of all the steps. The feelings of desperateness to find more sick and twisted pornography that you feel are good ones, follow those instincts and sink yourself deeper.
Not EVERY genre will always be appealing to you, but it's encouraged that you push the limits of what feels wrong. If you've never tried one of the following, try exposing yourself to film or pictures of these kinds to further your training. If it feels wrong, it will feel even more right when you begin to submit to it:
Anal Sex/Gaping. Become infatuated with assholes.
Deep Throat. Gagging and coughing is the body's way of saying that cock is being used the right way.
Homosexuality (male or female). If you haven't experiemented with the thought of watching the same sex, reconsider. It's liberating to love all the parts about sex, not just the part you're fucking.
TV's/CD's. This is without a doubt the best of both worlds on one person. It may be hard to find perfect examples of a TRAP but they're ultimately the gender we should all appreciate.
Switching Sub/Dom roles. This ultimately increases your chances of loving every type of pornography, just because any situation you get put into you'll feel comfortable in.
Beastiality. Mammals all contain sexual organs like us. Horse cocks especially are a good example of a sex organ gone horribly right.
Animated Porn. Rule 34: If it exists there IS porn of it. A very true statement. Pervert your childhood and anything you see on TV and it's ultimately a great way to further yourself into finding everything sexual.
Piss Porn. It's a step down from scat, not nearly as difficult to swallow and very sexual in terms of accepting your place as a person who either fucks however they want, or does anything someone wants. If you feel comfortable enough, move on to scat/toilet stuff.
Abusive/Hardcore. If you haven't watched or don't find yourself liking hardcore porn, the best thing to do is question why, and realize that consentual nonconsent is consent. Rape is NOT ok in real life, but in consentual sex you can find saying "no no" when you mean "yes yes" or hearing it very arousing. Hardcore fucking also is undeniably the best way to let yourself go and just do whatever comes to mind.
4. The next stage of porn addiction is "desensitization." This is when the things you've been watching no longer excite you like they did. All this means is that you've found yourself on another plateau, this one being more difficult to surpass. This is often where people seek treatment, but few find themselves overcoming these feelings and accepting it as another obsticle towards being a true slave to pornography. The only thing you can do is accept that you haven't completely brainwashed yourself yet, and move on to step 5.
5. Acting out sexually can either be a dangerous or amazing thing. Forgetting that certain things are illiegal for a reason, people often find themselves either attempting rape or something worse. For those of you considering doing something like this, I encourage you to instead find the nearest Adult Video Arcade or Glory Hole and go nuts. You'll never feel as alive as when you're fucking someone while someone fucks you with smut playing at max volume all around you. Submit to every urge you have and submit to the urges of others.
6. The next step is self brainwash. It's simple, there's hypno everythings out there nowadays. The best one's I found were Hypno BBC trainers, which are made to make you desire cock (mostly black) and become a sissy or a complete whore.
To women: I encourage you to still watch these even though they're mostly designed for men. They still encourage slutty behavior, which is something we should all be encouraged to do. The next step may even be becoming a transvestite to become an object for sex. The transformation is often more amazing for women simply because you already have the right looks, but after the surgery you'll also have the amazing phallus to fuck just like a man or take a good fucking just like a woman.
To men: read and follow every word on the screen. You WILL become a sissy eventually if you've become addicted to this level, and the best way to make yourself a desireable sissy is to do it as early as possible. The younger you are the more time and hormones you'll have to make yourself look better than if you were to do it as an old man.
7. Pornography fills up your entire life by this point. Either you're thinking about it all the time or you're following your urges and it's commands all the time. It's time you begin showing that you are devoted to it. I encourage you to spend as much of your money on it as you can, as signing up for a pornography site is an extremely fulfilling feeling.
After this, it's time to begin worship.
At least twice a day find a place where you can strip nude, get down on your hands and knees and worship an article of pornography, film or picture. Bow and raise your hands up in the air as you worship it like ancient egyptians, showing your dedication to the industry and your subservience to it. Every bow chant, "I submit to your will" and MEAN it. If you can, find more people to worship with you and bow together to your new god.
Orgies after worship are encouraged, the more depraved and fucked up the better.
To those of you who follow all these steps and still want more, contact me and I'll try to help you find the feeling of excitement and subservience that you've been looking for. I also urge you to turn other people, even those you find impossible to turn. Finding other lost souls and turning them into brainwashed pornography slaves is a wonderful feeling, simply because you get to experience the stages all over again just helping them.
Another extreme form of worship that's not something all can do is joining the industry itself. If you find a career in pornography you really will live, breath and make god's work every day. I highly suggest this fulfilling line of work, whether it's acting in it, producing, filming or even the little jobs that make up making it. There's no limit to how much pleasure you can find in this field of work.
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