ok so this is my first blog entry ever.  i thought i would tell a humiliating story from my past and hopefully get some responses.

 this story takes place in colege.  you should probably know that i have only had actual intercourse with 7 women my whole life and only 2 of those lasted more than a couple weeks.  so in colege i didnt have many dates.  however i did get asked to a big sororiety social by a really hot girl once that i had know for a while but never thought i had a chance with.  her name was Christina, she was tall, acually about my hieght (5'7") maybe a little taller.  i was excited about the date and was hoping to get layed for the second time in my life.   I had heard that Christina gave the absolute best blow jobs, and she deffinately had the lips for it!  now, i have always had fantasies of female domination and as highschool came along they were reiforced by a dick that just refused to grow.  so in colege with a 4.75" dick i was always really nervous about a first impresion with a girl.  this usually led to anxiety and being unable to get hard.  it probably did not help that i masturbated every chance i got.  Well, this time i didnt want to screw it up like before so i didnt cum for a couple of days.  while d=getting ready for my date i sat on the toilet and read a copy of "anal action."  For those of you that have never seen an issue, anal action was a fetish magazine in the nineties that had a femdom theme to its blurbs.  this particular issue was one of the most hardcore femdom i  have ever found.  Anyway i got all worked up but knew i couldnt come so i managed to resist and headed out on my date.

Christian had told me to be at her house at 6:00 sharp.   When i got to Christians house she was still getting ready, so i had to wait for almost an hour.  this surperised me since she had specificuly told my to be there at six.  She never seemed to get in a hurry or even speed up.  As i sat in the living room i could see her in the bathroom, as she had left the door open.  Christian had long sexy legs (i imagined them wraped around my - feet lock behind my back) and long blounde hair.  she had perky b-cups and was somewhat thin.  as she applied her makeup my frustration continued to grow.  i was really horny now as she applied first one type of mackup and then another, each getting sexier than the last.  she never looked at me but i could see her face clearly in the mirror.  Finally she put on the lipstick - cocksucker red, right over those oh so hot dick sucking lips!  i wanted to run home and jerk off right then and there.  after a final look in the mirror she looked at me and asked if i was ready, i said i was as my voice cracked a little.  I had hoped to drive but she insisted on driving so we got in her car and headed to the sorority house. 

after all the formal stuff was over, Christiana and i started drinking a little i started to loosing up.  I was really looking forward to the end of the night and just wanted to fast forward through everything else.  Well, all was going good until christina (with a few drinks in her) leaned in and kissed me oh so passionately!  she swirled her tongue around my tongue as if she was sucking a dick!  i got rock hard, then she shoved her hand right down my pants, inside my underwhere.  i didnt know what to do i had never been with such an agressive woman.  She grabbed hold of my dick and as she did her eyes changed.  It was as if she had grabbed a handfull of shit. she gripped me tighter and looked me right in the eye.  i turn beat red knowing my little dick secret was out.  i was rock hard and not even five inches long! i could tell from her eyes she was pissed.  maintaining her grip she pulled me close stared into my eyes and asked if that was all i had.  i couldnt speak, i nodde yes.  she asked if it was as hard and as big as it gets, again i nodded.  she then pushed me away while letting go of mylittle dick and turned away walking off into the croud.  i was crushed and not sure what to do.  she was my ride and it was a long way back to my car. 

i proceeded to get drunk, while christiana danced with every man on the floor.  around two a.m. i noticed her headed for the door with another man.  i swallowed my pride and followed them.  once outside i caught up with them and bashfully asked christina if she was going to take me back to my car.  i didnt know the guy she was with but he was big and by the bulge in his pants he had a big dick.  she laughed, then said, "how about you drive us back, i have had too much to drink."  she was drunk and also all over her "new" date.  once more i turned red, now i was actually gettiing angry, but i swollowed my pride again and agreed. As if this was not bad enough, she said, "dont you put any dents in my fucking car boy!!" As i drove they sat in the back seat.  i could see them in the rear view mirror making out.  Then she actually went down on him right there in the back seat while i drove.  i couldnt help but watch in the mirror as her head bobbed up an down.  at some point i was looking at the mirror so close i ran off the road for a minute.  Christinas head poped up and she told me to watch the fucking road and slow down.   i couldnt believe another man was getting my blow job and i was being a cheafuer for a royal bitch.  when i got back to her house i just got out mad and got in my car and drove home, anger, frustrated, and very humiliated.  i never did get to see them finish - something i later regreted.

 that night in my bed all i could think about was how much of a bitch she was, and how some other guy was fucking the shit out of her.  i anger soon gave way to lust and desires.  i looked through my anal action mag and then beat off to the best orgasm of my life thinking about my humiliating night.  - at this point in my life i had never even heard the word cuckold.

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