I'm now really starting to wonder if my hetrosexually is drifting further away.

For the past week I have not stopped thinking like a girl, on the inside.  I've thought about nothing but the pleasure I get from having my dildo inside me.  And how my little cock has not even been erect in 5 days.  I'm in love with the caption pictures on ImageFap because they work my mind and fuel my inner desires.  Last night I came across these hypno tubes.  Now if you have never heard of them, they are nothing but either still images flashing or clips of video mixed with sublimenal text/audio and music. They train you to be fem, or want cock, or train you for BBC.  Some are hot, others not.  But I've only been able to find a small handfull floating on the web.  The one that I found first that made me interested in looking for more .  It can be found at abnormalperversions.blogspot.com  look for the entry titled Sissy Adiction Bait.  

Well I fired up a bowl of green, put on my turtle beaches and hit the full screen button. Wow!  I was immersed into a sensory overload of cocks and sissy things.  I have never performed oral on a cock before.  I have really never had the full desire.  But after watching these videos I believe I was hypnotized because my mouth begain to salivate.  My little clitty was wet and my ass was twitching.  

It was no time before I was introducing my dildo into playtime, but for a different reason.  Now I am sure sucking a nice real, clean cock is much more pleasent than sucking a rubber dong, but hey...don't judge.

I just stared at it for a little bit, playing with it in my hands, waving it in front of my face as the videos played.  I leaned back in the chair and placed in on my groin and stroked it like it was my own cock.  My little hood became exposed from the side of my panties, all wet so I used the tip of it to push my clitty back in, and rubbed it like it was a real cunny.  

It came back towards my face with a little bit of precum on it and then thats when my mouth went south.  Sucking on this 8 inch rubber cock made me feel like a total whore.  And I loved it.  I sat back on the floor as I got a new video ready.  The voice was telling me how much I liked cock and I couldn't resist.  I used a bottle of water to pour over the cock as my mouth was moving up and down the shaft like a farmer eats cobbed corn.  The water ran down my soft tee and into my lap and on my panties making my little clit even more wet, and with the breeze of the fan, it felt great.  

I put the suction base up on the wall and got on all fours, arching my back, to worship that dildo like a proper girl.  I had been sucking on this fake cock for a good 10 minutes and I was not getting tired of having my mouth full.  I was really into it.   Than out of nowhere....I came.

Fluid ran out of my clit and into my panties.  I just had an orgasm from having a dildo in my mouth.  My clit just exploded with little stimulation (keep in mind I'm also soft) from giving head.  Wow I am a girl.  I feel like Jenna Haze.  

Just thinking about it has me wet again and I can't help put slip a finger down to get a taste of my pussy juice.

It's weird because this time yesterday I never thought that I would develop a fixation for sucking off big hard cocks.  I guess hypno works.   

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