Ever since I can remember I've always had a feeling that I should have been a girl.  I've never crossdressed much before, and I only had done it a few times the other year.  I'm in no way passable for a women by all means.  But inside my mind is a female that is now attempting to reach out.  

I've always attempted some sort of anal masturbation over the years, but never really could get into the insertion of a dildo or object for sexual pleasure. I had bought a 8 inch black dildo, suction base, about 1-1'2" thick.  I settled in bed over the weekend horny from watching some porn and i let my fingers slip to my backside.  Before long I had pulled the dildo from the back of my closet and was using it to work over my ass.  I felt like a sissy, taking that black cock and it felt good.  And that was the finial straw that made me want to imbrace my inner girl.  My cock is useless anymore, it's just a soft little bump in my panties (my cock is uncut so I rub the head and foreskin when it's wet and it sort of feels like rubbing a pussy in panties).  

I'm ready to become that little whore that I always wanted to be.  The beautiful popular girl from high school.  I've always been jealous that girls get to wear pretty panties and bras.  Masturbating by fingering yourself seemed so much more enjoyable than jerking off.  I feel as if my mouth and ass are only hear to pleasure men or be used by my mistress.  It's time to become that cock hungry girl that I am.  

 

I need to buy some more girl panties and other things to keep in the house to make me feel like a bitch.