hello faps,

  This is my story, Im 33 and im a crossdresser but that has nothing to do with this story, also my wife does not know im a CD. im locked in a sexless marrage. So my story starts about one year ago. My wife and i decided when we got married we would not have kids so after months of playing the are you preg this month game i broke down and got a vactomey. She was totaly cool about this and it was someting we both wanted. After i got the procdure done , I would make cute sexual jokes (nothing rude), but this would offend her or make her angery. things progressed and it got to the point where even if i joked about sex she would get mad. I never would do anything to hurt or offend her and i do alot around the house. Now i feel like i dont even want to have sex with her. the thought of sex makes me feel hurt and angry at the same time. Sometimes i feel that devorce would be a batter option. I am simply not happy. When we fight she talks down to me. I try not to think about anything sexual when she is around becusie im more afraid of bring on a fight or getting treated bad. Im glad we dont have kids that means I wont have a attachment with her incase we get ever get a devorce. I feel like we are roommates most of the time. i even quit touching her if i can get away with it. i guess i feel really sad today and i needed to express how i feel.

xoxo

laura CD