It was the summer after I turned 14. I was living with my step father Chris and his two children, Alice 14 and Jason 15. I had only been living with them for about a year when my mother died in a car acciendent. Too his credit, my step father continued to take care of me as if I was his own.

     I remember, sometime after my 14th birthday, that I became aware that i was severaly attracted to Alice. She was at lest a head taller then me, thick; almost black hair, thin body, and breasts that easily fit in my small hands. In contrast at the time, I was shorter, brown hair, and flat as a board. I couldn't keep my eyes off of her, I tried to be around her as much as I could, but she was always mean to me, or just ignored me. To her, at the time, I guess I was the little sister she never wanted.

     That all changed 2 weeks after school let out for the summer. It was a Sunday evening, just after family dinner, when my step father Chris got a call from work. He had to go in, but couldn't find anyone to sit with us. He put Jason in charge with a list of emergency numbers and said he would be back as soon as he could. What happened that night will stay with me, and shape me as a person, for the rest of my life.

     Not an hour after Chris had left, Jason had entered the entertainment room with an unmarked DVD and a mischievious smile on his face.

     "Hey, wanna watch something cool? Something Dad likes to watch?" He asked. I wasn't sure, the last thing I wanted to do was to mess with my step fathers things.

     "Uhm...Ok I guess." Alice said, with a bit of reservation. "It better not be gross or anything like that!" She proclaimed. I guess I was the odd person out, I said nothing. I guess anything was better then being bored to death.

     Jason had put the DVD in the player. It only took less then a minute to figure out we were about to watch a porn flick. A lesbian porn at that! I panicked, felt ashamed, but kept quiet. Jason became completly enthralled with the unfolding film. I looked at Alice, trying to figure out how she felt about it. I could not read her, but she wasn't complaining.

     As we watched, I started to imagine what Alice looked like naked, what she would taste like, how i would love to kiss and touch her in the ways that I was now witnessing on the TV. I was staring intensely at her lips, thighs, side of her breast, her hands. I looked into her eyes as she watched the all female romp on the TV. Thats when she caught me. She gave me a mean look at first, then her expression softened a little. I wondered if she was thinking the same thing as I was.

     Not 30 minutes into the movie, Jason excused himself and went into the hall bathroom. Alice giggled, then turned to me and asked "Wanna be a little more bad?". My head began to swarm with ideas, was this really happening? She grabbed my by my hand and jumped up. We headed into Chris's office. She retreived a key, unlocked a cabinet, and pulled out a half full vodka bottle.

     "Wana try some?" I was just happy she was finally paying some attention to me. "Sure" I said, "But not too much, I heard it makes you sick." She smiled, she looked so beautiful at that moment. "Just a couple shots for each of us then. I heard it'll make you feel like your floating." I was nervious, but didn't want to disapoint my Alice.

     We went into the kitched and Alice pulled down two small galsses, poured some in each, replaced what she used with some tap water, and rushed to replace the booze and key in there proper places. I was left to stare at the clear liquid in the glasses. It smelled strong, I became alittle worried. Alice returned "Good, you waited for me." She grabed both glasses, gave me one, and said "Ready? One..Two..Three!" We both drank the shots down at the same time and all at once. Both of us gagging and coughing. I had never tasted something so awful before. I couldn't believe people actually drank this on a regualr basis. 

      After a several minutes of coughing and convulsing Jason walked into the kitchen inquiring what we were up too. I was a bit in shock, was he going to tell on us? No, becuase we can always tell on him about the movie. It was just then I felt drunk for the first time, and gigled uncontrolably. Alice saved the day by announcing "None of your business pervert!" and grabbed my hand and led me into her bedroom, locking the door behind her. "Fine then!" I heard through the door, while Alice made a dismissing gesture that he couldn't see. She jumped onto her bed, then sat up. She had a big smile on her face, I knew it was starting to effect her as well. She tilted her head as she looked at me.

     "Have you kissed a boy yet?"

     "No, have you?" She was finally, really paying attention to me. I was loving it!

      "Yes, once. It was good I guess. But I have nothing to compare it too." Was she alluding to what i thought she was? Even though it was something I wanted, I began to feel nervious. "Come sit over here, by me Tonya. You have nothing to be afraid of. Were sisters of course!" My head was spinning now more then ever.

      I sat next to her, but i coudn't look at her, not now, I wanted her way too much. I stared down at my hands on my lap. Just then she placed one hand on mine, and the other under my chin, forcing me to look at her, into her eyes, I melted.

     "Maybe, we should practice, if you like. So we can get better. You want too?" I couldn't believe what i was hearing. I wanted to scream Yes! yes! yes! but all that came out was a timid "OK." Alice placed both hands on my face and our lips met. Both sets parted for each other, pressing down on each other. Then, after a few seconds, Alice pressed her tongue into my mouth. I was shocked but i liked it even more. Her tongue found mine and they danced around each other. 

     It wasn't long before our hands started to explore our young bodies. I placed a hand just under her budding breast and she let out a slight moan. My fingers crossed her now erect nipple and she moaned again. This went on for what seemed an eternity, I was in heaven. We both fell back onto the bed, touching and kissing.

     "I love you Alice" I heard myself say softly. She stopped, my heart fell, I just messed it all up I thought. She juped up, standing. I sat up but could only look down at the floor. All i could think was I had what i wanted and i messed it up. I let a tear fall. "I'm sorry."

     Alice sat back down next to me. "Do you really?" Again her hand was under my chin, forcing me to look right at her.

     "Yes... yes i do... really" I said timidly. She released my face, I went back to looking at the floor. She began to move, she unbuckled her pants and pushed them to her ankles. I then felt her hand on the back of my head, turning me towards her but i was still looking down. I was looking straight at her little pink panties, alittle soaked it seemed.

     "Then prove it to me, like in the movie, prove how much you love me Tonya." At that point, it was like someone else had taken over my body. I was no longer in control, only my lust for Alice. I fell to my knees in front of her, staring directly at her thin, smooth legs. I took her pants from her ankles and pulled them pass her feet. I removed her dainty pink socks from her tiny feet. I placed my hands on the front of her lower thighs and moved them slowly up, she moaned. When I reached her knees, I slowly parted them, exposing her cute little panties. I stared right at the front of her crouch, wondering what her pussy might look like, what it tasted like. I placed my fingers into the waist of her panties and lowered them to her feet, then completely off. I returned, looking at her bare pussy. I wanted to do it, to kiss her there as well, like in the movie, but i became scared.

     "I thought you loved me Tonya, isn't that what you said? Love me like those girls did in the movie." With that, she placed her hands on the top of my head and gently pressed my face into her pussy. My tongue parted her lips. I flicked my tongue at the top part of her pussy, just as I had watched the other girls do. The tatse was something i never tasted before, i loved it, i was hungry for it. Alice moaned and groaned, grinding herself into my face. My licking and sucking became feverious. Alice stopped stoking and pushing my head for a second, tensed up, stopped breathing. Then she let out an animalistic groan and shivered violently. After a few seconds, she pushed my head away from her, eyes rolled back, twiching abit. 

     There I was, on my knees, Alice's pussy juice on my lips and cheeks, I could still smell and taste her. It was a mixture of shame and excitment I felt. I finally looked up at her.

     "Do you... love me?" My dreams where begining to come true. I was in heaven.

     "Fuck you Tonya, I ant no dyke!" She slapped me across the face. I was at a loss for words. "And if you ever tell anyone, I'll slap you harder...understand?"

     Once again i was in shock, my world had been turned upside down. I started to cry uncontrollably. I ran out of her room through the bathroom that joined our two rooms. I ran into my bed, crying into my pillow. How could she do this to me, I kept thinking to myself. Why, when all i ever did was love her. I made her feel good.

     After several minutes, I calmed down. I still had her scent and taste and it was arousing me. I began to touch myself, replaying all that happened. And when i got to the part of her mean rejection, I placed my one hand on my hot check where she slapped me, and rubbed hard against my pussy with the other hand. With that I came as hard as she did. It was amazing, no way i could describe it in proper words. It was at that point I started to realise that not only was I a lesbian, but i was submissive as well. This was the first chapter in an unfolding story of depravity I was about to undertake.