hi,

 finally found time to make another post. as u all know, im a sissy crossdresser slut from SIngapore. And maybe you might know, Singapore has a high proportion of expats living here, and many of them caucasians.

if u r familiar with singapore slang, there is a term called " sarong party girl" or in short, SPG. This term is used on ladies who are crazy for caucasian men, and only have eyes for them. They long to be with a caucasian man, and they love being solely for the whites. Well, I used to find such mentality very lame. I thought why would ladies want to make themselves so closed up, and draw flak from other people, especially the people of the same nationality, and simply worship a bunch of guys who come from so far away??

To be honest, I used to hate girls who worshipped caucasian men... But like any twist, I too have understood the allure of caucasian men, and i now totally have converted my faith.

I had my first taste of a caucasian cock when I was celebrating xmas in a club  about 2 years ago. As it was xmas, I xdressed in a red mini dress, and attracted much attention. Of cos, not all were positive, as some insulted and scolded me. But as usual, I didnt care and I just did what I came here for: some holiday season fucking! I sat at the bar, hoping some guy would come pick me up. None. The countdown started and ended, still no men, except for a few guys who just wanted to mock me.

I decided I would go elsewhere for my hunt. I got up and left the club. Just as I was about to leave the club, I bumped into a tall and big caucasian man. He apologised and looked at me, and said " Hi lovely, ur leaving already" I immediately blushed. I never had any preference for white guys, but dat nite, I suddenly melted in front of him. I replied " well, i could stay awhile longer..." I then followed his frens and him into the club again. WE drank and danced, and eventaully started to kiss and hug. I remember that his female frens reminded him that I was a sissy, but he carried on making out with me... As the crowd started to leave, he told me to follow him to his hotel. Of course i went!

We kissed in the cab, all the way to his room. He was so damn hung, I had the most amazing fuck in my life at that time. I sucked him and let him fuck me, for 3 consecutive times. After he cummed the 3rd time, I was still horny for more, as I remembered begging him for one more fuck. He turned me down, but allowed me to continue licking and sucking his cock if I wanted. WHich I did. I just continued rubbing his dick on my face n licking it, like it was the most valuable thing to me on earth; while he dozed off.

The next morning, he left. He didnt want to leave me his contact. And so that was the last time I saw him. But ever since dat nite, I only served caucasian men. In fact, I even reached the stage where I wanted to worship caucasian men as gods. Which meant I totally obeyed him. I remember I once had a german for a bf, which lasted only less than a week. I had him over for dinner. During dinner with my family, I received an sms. I checked it and it was from him. it said " i want a blowjob now". Of cos, I replied " Are u mad?? now?? we're having dinner and my family is around" He replied with an sms " i want it NOW. If i dont get it within the next minute, you can forget seeing me ever again. Btw, Im not leaving the dinner table..." That moment, I had no idea wat came over me; I actually went under the table to blow him off. At first, I pretended to drop my spoon n had to pick it up. But when I didnt come up from under the table after awhile, my mom looked under the table... And there I was, sucking for my bf right there!!!

My mom screamed and my dad totally went mad. But all my bf did was stand up, with his pants down, and said to me " DONT STOP" I crawled out from under the table, knelt in front of him, and resumed sucking...

Well, ever since dat day, I have not realli spoken to my family much. I guess its better dis way.