Back at my place the following day after John's party I have just about convinced myself that now is the time to walk away from my current life and become a full time tranny slut. Then doubts start to come back to me. What if like before I can not get myself to look feminine enough? What am I going to do for money to live? What if I lose interest in crossdressing? I am too scared to come out the closet to my family so I will have to disappear and cause grief for my loved ones. I will not have a pretty good job anymore. I am starting to talk myself out of it. I ring Debbie's phone number and ask her if she remembers me from the party. Of course she does, I am the skinny guy who she could transform into a cute bimbo slut. That does it let's do it. I make a time to call over to her place a couple of days later.

The following day is Monday and I go to work and submit my resignation with immediate effect. There is virtually no holiday pay and my acrueed salary covers any penalty for the immediate departure. I clear my small bank account and this is all the money I have in the world. That night I do not sleep much with a lot of negative thoughts running through my head. How am I going to afford to pay things. My thoughts drift to how feminine and sexy I will be. To earn money I will have to work as a hooker and dream about being in sexy gear with stilletos hanging out on the street with other girls or in girly bars sucking cock and being fucked. What will it be like to be under control of a pimp and what will he make do? What will my clients want me to do? I searched the net for pictures of super sexy hookers and thought of being like them. I played with myself and cam twice over 4 hours.

On leaving my rented flat I did not take anything that would remind me of my previous male life. I had a few girly things that I had not thrown out and took them with me in a shopping back. My only other clothes were what I was wearing. On my way to Debbies place in a quiet back street I burnt all the identification that I had about myself. Driver's licence, outstanding bills, old pay slips and cut up my credit cards and other membership cards.

On arriving at Debbie's place, thankfully her husband Robbie was not there. Apparently he had spent Monday night at John's place hung upside down in a large metal container hanging from the garage roof. Debbie did not look her normal happy self. She had just about tired of Robbie especially as he was spending about 90% of his time at John's place and was making noises about moving in full time with him. That put me into a huge tizz. What about me? Did she think that John would still let me stay at his place so that I could become his tranny fuck slave. Debbie assures me that everything should be alright because Robbie will quickly screw things up as he has a huge drug problem.

Debbie rings John to arrange a time for us to call over to John's place and discuss a proposition. A time later in the day is arranged. Debbie offers to take me down to the shopping centre for lunch and do some girly shopping with the cash that I have.

We drive down to the shopping centre in Debbie's car and firstly have some lunch. We then go off to one of the more cheaper stores as my stash of cash is not overly big. The store caters for most ladies wear, shoes and cosmetics although due to the cheap price ranges there is nothing that you could call high fashion slutty gear. At least shopping with a particularly attractive lady it is much easier to look at everything rather than shopping in my male self. She purchases 6 pairs of thongs one size too small in bright or flurisent colours of black, pink purple and white. Three bras are purchased taking into consideration my current male chest size. Debbie says that I will not need them for about a wee4 so she would take them to her place and sew stuffing into the cups so that they will sit flat on my chest. I will not be using falsies. We select a copy of shorty dresses and a pair of hipster jeans. There is a special on tops so we can buy a few extra for the same cost along with couple of skirts and shorts. She will cut down the shorts. A couple of pairs of 3/4 leggings are added along with a pair of 4 inch heels with open toes and strap that John will be able to add a padlock to. We add a garter belt with black fishnet stockings. 6 Pairs or pantyhose in skin tone, glossy black, pink, green and purple. I do not have much left for cosmetics or toiletries so we buy a boxed set of lipsticks, eye shadow, foundation, mascara and rouge. A couple of no name gloss nail polishs in blood red  and hot pink. Some female deodorant and body sprays along with hair bands, combs, and the final thing- false eyelashes.

Now I am getting excited as Debbie and I go to the cash registers. The young cash register operator starts to process the sales and part way through turns to Debbie and enquiries if Debbie knows that all of the clothing will be too big for her. Without bating an eyelid Debbie turns to the girl and says that it is all for the bitch standing beside her. I am so embaressed as the check out girl snickers out load. When all the items are tallied up Debbie tells me to pay for it. Total embaressed I pay the girl all of my money and a small contribution from Debbie to meet the shortfall. As we walked to the car I asked Debbie why she did that. Debbie's response was to get used to it. In the next 6 months I would be spending a lot of time in this shopping centre and there will be plenty of times I will be embaressed again.

We drove over to John's place and the door was answered by John's wife who showed us in. How this lady put up with John's homosuxual life was beyond me. While his wife went to get John Debbie whispered to me that the wife had to stay as she had no other means to support herself and Australian laws requires married couples to be living apart for a minimum of 12 months before divorce proceedings could be commenced by either party.

John came in and kissed Debbie, after which he said that he would show her later what was being done to her husband. Debbie said that she hoped that the cock sucker was in great pain. John turned to me and said "okay pretty girl, what can I do for you?" I was taken back by this comment which probably meant that he had some knowledge of what was going on. I opened up entirely to John telling that I wanted to be a transvestite fuck toy to a strict master who would torture me and fuck me. I did not want a full sex change but rather be as pretty as I could be while keeping my cock. What I said was true and still is today but I also knew that John's preference is feminized boys with a properly working cock. John said that he was currently looking for a good fuck toy who was not afraid. I would need to prove myself to him and commit myself fully to his whims and directions. I would be his constant companion although I would also have to accept that he will take other guys and transvestites into his harem if he wanted them. Above all his fuck slave would have to be able to get on with his wife and ensure that their male organs are always covered and not to perform any lewd act in her sight unless directed by John. If I was to make any play on her or failed in any other way I would be thrown out without any consideration to return. I immediately agreed to the offer.

John said that there was a probation period of 7 days during which time I would be subjected to different types of tests and if I pass at the end of that time, my feminization would start under the management of Debbie. John then got up, told me to stay where I was, and invited Debbie to go with him to view her husband. John came back soon after and instructed me to strip naked. I was fitted with a metal collar that locked by sliding into the body of the collar. John told me that the only way that the collar could be removed was to cut it off as there was no release mechanism once it was lockede in. The collar also contained a small homing device in order that I could be found if I decided to run away. That was very scarey. He slipped a lead onto the collar and directed me into his bedroom. I was instructed to lie on the bed and he took my cock, stretched it out to start it growing and started to suck me relentlsly. I loved it as per our previous meeting, but this time before I could come he slipped electrical wire around the base as a cock ring and used the same type of plastic covered wire to tie of each ball. He told me that was it as far as getting my cock sucked, I was purely a fuck toy to submit without question to his demands and requirements. I was instructed to place my mouth over his cock and please him. My experience in pleasing a man with a cock in my mouth was virtually non existent and my performance showed. Debbie had returned by now and John was obviously determined to totally embaress me in front of her. He made me rub my face in his cock and when he didn't like what I was doing he would mockingly slap me in the face with his cock. He asked Debbie to bring the lube and metal toy on his bedside table. I was lieing on my side to save my tortured cock and balls from being tortured under my weight, and sucking his cock as John slided back and forth in my mouth. Except for a couple of shemales slightly entering my arse hole and John's journey into my behind on Saturday, I was essentially a virgin in that area and he knew it. John asked Debbie if she wanted to see him take my cherry. Debbie certainly did. John asked me- well slut do you want it or do you want go home? I said to John Please Master fuck me hard. I want you deep inside me.

While I retrurned to sucking his ever growing cock John started to finger my rim. My rim is one of the most pleaserable parts for me but I was so stressed about this foreign body trying to enter I could not relax my hole so that he could fuck me. He continued to massage me with his fingers but I could feel my fuck hole getting tighter. John said to Debbie, you have brought me a total slag, no one will ever get through that hole. John reached for the lube that Debbie had handed him and started to apply it to my hole. I felt a slight easing in the tightness followed by an extreme pain as the cold metal 6 inches of the dildo was shoved up my fuck hole. I let off what was a muffled scream of pain as Debbie pulled the lead on my collar so that my mouth and nose was in a pillow. She waould not let me up from the pillow and I was starting to run out of air. I felt the metal dildoe come out. As she let me up to take a breath I could feel the tip of John's cock feeling around my hole. He was so gentle as he let his stiff cock caress the cheeks of my arse. He dipped the head of his cock past my entrance and then pulled it out repeating again and again. This was probably the closest comparison to what a lady feels when her man enters her. I loved it, moaning with extreme joy as his cock came in and out me. Debbie no longer had to hold me down with the lead as my body moved in unison with his cock. John kissed my ear and whispered that he was going all the way into me. I begged him to do it and I was rewarded with his wonderful tool pushing against the back of my arse wall. This must be my g spot. We moved in unison as his movements became faster, rougher and deeper. I was backing myself against his cock as he thrust forward. I lifted my head to change the angle that his cock was fucking me. On an impulse I slid my hand under my body to stroke my cock while John continued to fuck me. I nearly jumped out of the bed when the pain hit me from my tied up cock and balls.

My next thought was to try and please John even more. Was this the first sign of becoming a slutty whore. I could feel his balls crashing against my arse checks, so I tried to caress his balls with my fingers while he continued to relentlesly grind into me. He obviously liked my handjob on his balls and continued to fuck me. We continued to please each other until John slipped his cock out of me and instructed me to sit up. He then gave me a lesson in how to jerk off a guy with a hand job. I was a very attentive pupil and shortly after he told me that he was going to cum in my mouth. I was not to spit it out or swallow it. This would be the first time that I would taste cum in my mouth, let alone swallow it. John got up on his knees and put his cock in my mouth. As I was instructed to slowly suck his cock Debbie was scratching his balls and the bottom of his shaft. I closed my eyes and felt the liquid explode in my mouth. My first reaction was to vomit when it first hit me but John grabbed me by the throat which stopped me from being sick. I was instructed to open my mouth and show my master his cum, which I did. I was then instructed to swallow this whole rich load. I gagged again in trying to swallow. John put his hand over my nose and mouth and the load went down my throat.

Obviously Debbie had briefly left the room and had just returned with the shoes we had purchased as I finished cleaning the remaining cum from Brian's cock. I put the shoes on and stood up from the bed. Brian attached an o ring in my mouth and instructed me to bend over straight legged. AQfter obeying Master he inserted the metal dildo again. He lead me out of the room and into the backyard. You could hear the high heels making a wonderful noise as I was lead over the tiles. At the rear of his garage which was also Brian's main dungeon was a smaller room with no windows. He opened the door and led me in although it was very hard to know where to walk without falling over something due to it being so dark. the onlu thing was a regular moaning. Brian turned a light on and said to me welcome to your new home for the next 7 days. He also said that for tonight I would have company so that I did not get lonely. In the corner was Robbie who was thye current favourite gay boy of John and also wife of Debbie, but not for much longer. Robbie was in the air by at least 4 foot secured by his elbows and and under arms. His arms were pulled up towards the pulley in the roof. He had a leather strap around his forehead with the ends secured around his body under the armpits. The pressure on his shoulders and and elbows must have been intensly painfull. He had a metal wire protruding from a pierced hole in the end of his nose that was attached to a weight so that his head was in a constant state of being pulled by the forehead strap and down by the weight attachede to his nose. His tongue was being pulled out by the rootes from a metal hook inserted into tongue and attached to another weight. Each of his nipples had mouse traps attached to each one. His cock and balls were tied similar to the way that John had tied mine. Robbie's balls and cock were deep purple. His cock also had a hook inserted in the tip  with a chain that was attached to each of his nipples.

The final pain was that he was seated on a battery operated dildo on top of a stick inserted into a metal plate on the concrete floor. The battery dildo was forced up his arsehole with the only relief being his shoulders taking some pressure of being impailed through his body with the full stick. His legs were spread on either side of the impaling pole with fishing line attached to a hook on either side to reduce movement. His ankles had already started to bleed from the fishing line cutting into his skin. He was to remain in that position until the following morning. John grabbed me by my tied up cock and told me to look at Robbie as he suffered. This is was what would happen to me if I did not please John or just just piss him off which was what Robbie had done. I nodded my head to acknowledge I understood.

I was lead across to a bench and forced to lean over it with my arms on the bench. John came back with a beam that had a number of straps attached it. Debbie helped John attach the beam to my outstretched arms at the wrists elbows and forearms. The result was as if I had been cruscified. I was lead over to a wall next to Robbie, and with the help of Debbie I was lifted up and the beam was slipped over  2 luggs attached in the wall. Rope was attached to each of my ankles and my legs were pulled up so that my ankles were tied to my wrists. My cock, balls and fuck hole were on display and helpless to any needs that a visitor mighjt have. Brian told me that I would be in this position for all of this night and for the next 6 nights after this he had other painfull positions that I would be left in overnight. Debbie will visit me each morning for my toilet breaks and give me a liquid meal which would be 1 of 3 meals I would receive each day. John also mentioned that he had told some friends about the fuck toy in his special shed and they would be over some time to fuck my sexy arse. They would not be able to recognise  who I was as he put earplugs in my ears and slipped a leather mask over my head. I immediately panicked as the mask was locked tightly. I started to calm down when I could feel that there were holes for my nose and for my mouth spread open by the o ring. I could feel something being attachede to the top of the mask and felt my neck being stretched so that I could only look forward. The eyeholes were closed and I was plunged into a totally silent and dark world waiting for the next lot of guys to fuck my arse.