So for the last couple of weeks, I have been really depressed.  I have been activly looking for a job, and can not get so much as a phone call from 99% of the places I contact.  It is getting real tiresome looking for a place to work.  The one interview I did get was for the exact same job I did with a different company a couple years ago, and I was told I did not have the qualifications they were looking for, which was total bullshit considering I already knew the software they are using and hwo to do the job.  I wasn't even asking for too much money. 

On the other side of life, I started talking to this woman a couple of months ago online, and we seemed to be a good match.  We went on a couple of dates and everything seemed to be going just fine.  We got along great, had a lot of the same interests, and were into a lot of the same stuff sexually.  All of a sudden, last week, she just stopped talking to me.  I have no idea why, but she blocked me on aim, deleted me from her facebook, and blocked my phone from calling her.  I have no idea what happend especially since the last time we hung out we had a great time and I even spent the night at her place so we could have some private time to really make each other feel good.  The next day, she was gone...  Oh well, life goes on, but I really did like her.  

Well, thats all I wsill rant about for now, there is more that sucks right now, but those are the two really making me feel like crap.  If any females from Long Island or NYC are looking to hang out some time, feel free to shoot me a message.  I would love to just meet someone who is looking for a new friend at the moment.