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The Beginning
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Well guys, I wanted to start sharing with you my deviant and lonely sexual life (lonely because of my choosing) so you have some material to finger your pussies, your boypussies, and perhaps jerk off, although I am strongly against that last part.
I am a young virgin boy which is my own personal choice. Although I have a bit of an oversized cock, I have never been inside of a woman although I had many opportunities to do so. The reason for that is because I enjoy denying myself any sexual relief I can get, and that is why I have purchased a chastity belt (pink cb3000) and the only way that I get to cum now is through prostate massage with my anaeros (which I got before the chastity belt) every second Sunday while sniffing a pair of my mother's worn thongs while wearing another pair. My mom is a very gorgeous, caring and loving blond female in her mid-40s who had me fairly early for today's standards ( she was around twenty). Ever since I first went through the hamper and found her black thongs and g-strings (which is the only thing she wears) when I was fifteen, I've been in a secret love with her and the whole momdom fetish (although I've been into femdom whole my life). My dream is to let my mom know of that and to give her the keys to my chastity belt, especially when I go to college, so that I never get into any temptation to get inside some girl's pants. I want her to milk my boypussy as rarely as possible and keep me in a constant sexual frustration because then I'm as obedient as a dog.
I have a fairly strong personality and have successfully managed to train myself not to masturbate anymore, as the only relief I now ever get is through prostate massage only and WITHOUT touching my cock. Sure, there are lots of days when I am prepared to do just about anything so that I could let myself masturbate, but I don't, and that's how it's been for the last almost two years now. No regular, normal orgasm. I just adore my big, swollen blue balls, especially when I look at girl's asses and know that I can never get them.
I love it.
The other thing I enjoy to do is to listen to my parents having sex when I come back home from college. My dad is two years older than my mother and is a fairly muscular guy who is the dominant in bed, and one of my sick dreams is o be led on a leash by him and then tied to a chair while he fucks my mom. During my self-given milkings, I often dream of them taking off my chastity belt after they had tied me up to a chair, and then locking it back on when they finished fucking, leaving my poor hard dick crying tears of frustration without any relief. I would also enjoy if they'd watch me during my milking time.
Oh, yeah, and I finger my ass everyday, but don't go too far up in order to avoid the prostate so that I don't end up ejaculating ahead of schedule.
So this me and my first post. I know I'm a sick puppy, but aren't we all i? And besides, isn't this a place for that?
Don't be scared to comment and/or contact me if you wanna know something more about me or my sick fantasies, whether you're male or female. I am a submissive slut and don't make much fuss around gender, probably because I'm so sexually frustrated. Ugh, time to go finger my ass a bit. Kisses to all.
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Posted on : Sep 19, 2011
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Commented on Jan 10, 2012
Hey, I didn't see your comment here before, sorry.
I have the Anaeros Classic and, sadly, I still didn't train myself well enough to milk myself using my ass muscles, so I have to touch the anaeros with my hands a bit. I know I shouldn't, but I'm practicing and I hope I'll be able to go completely handsfree in the near future.
Oh, thank you so much for that fantasy of me humping a large dildo. You got me fingering my ass while I write this. Don't worry, I'll be purchasing a fairly large dildo from a local sex shop which I had my eyes on for some time now. And I'm taking the pink one, no second thoughts about that.
Thank you so much for your comments and your support, I'll soon have another blog entry, and it will mostly consist of my incestuous fantasies regarding my parents and me as their obedient slave while I milk myself.
Please, don't hesitate to contact me whenever you wish. If you want, we can even exchange some dirty fantasies for you to masturbate, although as I'm sure you know, I don't condone that one bit. But, if you can't help it, you can't help it ;)
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